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I will always love you my dear... I promise I will wait for you!

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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Ricky Martin comes out

That's right, Ricky Martin has finally come out of the closet.

After years of speculation, he finally posted a statement on his website yesterday.
What he said was inspiring, and I have always thought he was super hot!!!

http://rickymartinmusic.com/portal/news/news.asp?item=114532


LOVE YOU RICKY!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Technically Friends

He accepted my friend request on facebook.

It took a lot of courage for me to add him... but I really want to get to know him. Or at least view his full profile (PICS!!!) haha.

So many thoughts in my head as I considered clicking the 'add as friend' button. What are the consequences of my action?

First of all, I'm sure he must wonder how I know his name.
Secondly, why I added him since we don't know each other.

My feelings for him are too strong I just couldn't care about the consequences anymore.
If he has feelings for me, then I'm sure now he will know how I feel and we can have some progress!
If he doesn't, well then maybe he will see me as a crazy stalker, so I better come up with a good excuse for adding him if he confronts me.

I will definitely run into him tomorrow. My plan is just to pretend nothing happened. Hopefully I won't be embarrassed!

Monday, March 22, 2010

Super Stalker

I now know his name (without asking)!

It was a long process, I feel like a crazy stalker. During last week's lab session, we had to write our names on an attendance list. We were almost the last to leave, he wrote his name minutes before me. So I looked through the list, narrowed it down to 2 possible unfamiliar guy names based on hand writing and student ID.

I was just guessing.
So I went home and searched the names on facebook. And what do you know, I hit jackpot!
But his profile is restricted, only got to see his profile pic and limited info. Everyone should do that to prevent psychos from stalking lol.

BUT at least New Hottie has a name now... Let's call him MK for short.


This situation reminds me of Lady Gaga's Paparazzi.
"I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me... Promise I'll be kind, but I won't stop until that boy is mine, baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love ME"

Friday, March 19, 2010

Still Him

About him again.

Can't stop thinking of him. The fact that I run into him everyday doesn't help. This week has been interesting. We spoke for the first time, only briefly though about something totally random. I didn't get his name. So no facebook stalking LOL.

I feel like he's trying to approach me but is holding back. Just like me. Neither one of us wants to make the first move. But we like to hang around near each other. I sense that he feels the same way about me through eye contact. When you like someone, you look at them differently. It's like you look at the person but not directly in the eye for too long.

The reason I don't want to approach him is because I have been wrong many times before. So far, all the guys I had feelings for were straight. I always end up disappointed. Apparently my radar is broken. Can someone fix it for me?

I even dreamt about him a couple of days ago. Nothing sexual. In fact it was with a group of friends discussing assignments. Lately the work load is insane. Under pressure everyday.

I could really use a hug from him now!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Standstill

I have yet to make a connection with new hottie. I'm a failure T_T

Yesterday I started to feel that it's all in my head, he doesn't give a crap about me. So I tell myself to ignore him and just focus on other things.

But today he appears right behind me while I was walking into the lecture hall. I wasn't even trying to spot him. There are tons of people in my class, why must he come in RIGHT behind me?

Coincidence?
What did I tell you about the mind games LOL... He always seems to be nearby. Is he trying to approach me? Or is this just god messing with me???


Sigh........

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

New Hottie Part 2

We had another MOMENT.
Actually it could be my imagination hahaha.


I was disappointed that I couldn't see him in the lecture hall. That was the only chance to spy on him today. So my friends and I walked out the hall and... THERE HE WAS, just standing outside as though he was waiting for me!

We looked into each others eyes for like 2 seconds, then he turned away and left, like he was waiting to see me and right after that he walked away. I was headed elsewhere so we went opposite directions.

He was wearing a tight yellow shirt today, I didn't realize his body was toned, I bet he works out!!! *drools*


This is probably just in my head. My mind likes to play tricks on me when I have a crush on someone. This feeling is just insane. I feel like throwing my body on him and just beg him to kiss me. Arghh I can't stop thinking about him!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 8, 2010

New Hottie!

There's a new guy in my course and I have another crush!

OMG don't know where he came from, don't even know his name yet. But he is hot... and cute! A bit of facial hair also... so sexy! No movie star good looks but still totally my type. I'm drooling just thinking about him.

First saw him last Friday during morning lecture. I was early so I went into the lecture theater and he walked in just before me. That was the first time we crossed eyes! My heart instantly skipped a beat.

I thought that was the only common class we shared. But today I discovered he was in the same Chemistry lab as me! Throughout the entire lab session I kept looking at him, and even walked past him intentionally a few times.

I get all self conscious around guys I like. The behaviour is so unnatural LOL.
I wonder if he notices me at all...

So far he has been keeping to himself, hasn't really joined any gangs yet.
I feel like talking to him but I'm shy. Besides there is a huge chance that he is straight.


God I feel like a stalker.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Pubic Hair

Forget about my miserable life for a moment, I got a question.
Yes, about pubic hair lol.

Do you guys shave? Or trim it at least?

I'm curious what happens if you don't... will it grow longer and longer continuously just like the hair on your head? Or is there a limit?

What about armpit hair? Won't it become a hanging forest if it grows forever?

Sorry for being gross.
I'm a curious person. I ask a lot of questions.
Can someone please answer them, pretty please with sugar on top? :)