They're Not That Hot

WARNING: This is a super bitching post.

So remember I was talking about a pool party that I saw on Facebook? Well you can check out the page here:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Official-Rainbow-Weekend-Party-Community/118895731512939

It's a public page so anyone can view it, so it's not like I'm revealing some big secret.

Anyway I noticed some of these hotties at the gym I go to....
Even before I saw the pics I've consistently seen 2 of the guys on Mondays.

Then I saw another 3 today.

And guess what? They are NOT as hot as I thought they would be.
Haha I guess pictures and fb profiles can be deceiving... I mean for a pool party, when you see a bunch of guys posing shirtless together, they all tend to look hot, but when you break it down and REALLY look at them individually in real life, you will find that they are just regular people. I learned this from watching How I Met Your Mother when Barney illustrated the same example on a group of chicks at the bar hahaha. I mean, I'm not saying these guys are ugly, just that there's nothing special about them.

One of those guys was actually really short, which you wouldn't know from his fb profile. I looked like the Eiffel tower / supermodel on heels when I walked past him haha! And I'm not even that tall, just 171. Also the muscles you see in pics, somehow they look less impressive in real life.
Another thing that put me off was how vain they were. OK I know I'm vain too, but you should have seen the way they were looking at themselves shamelessly in the changing room mirror... and for so long LOL! I could have showered and got dressed in the time they spend in front of the mirror admiring their body and playing with their hair.

Unfortunately I also over heard some of their conversation in Cantonese, which I happen to understand by the way. Just talking about random, shallow stuff which made me feel so much better about myself. I know you cannot judge a person by the small talk they have with their mates in the gym, but man do I feel like I've got so much more going on in the brains department.

OK I know this post is sounding very hypercritical and bitchy. I apologize for it if I've offended any hunks out there. I know this is a generalization and not all of you are like that... just so happens that I ran into the stereotypical ones today.

My real point of posting this is to send out the message that you don't need to feel jealous or think less of yourself by comparing to the "hot" people you see, coz if you wanna be hot like them, you just need to work hard at the gym and maybe dress and groom yourself a little better. More importantly is your character and how you carry yourself, and how you treat others, because that's something that no amount of vanity can compensate for!! :)

XOXO 

Weak, but not for long

Let this awful moment be documented so that I will remember it.

I think I finally know why I'm such an advocate of the single life and being independent and man free. Or at least one of the reasons. It's because the feeling of liking someone can be really self depreciating and it changes the way you see yourself.

And I'm not even talking about full on love. Just something as simple as a crush. When you realize how awesome that someone is... you come to the realization of how horribly you fare in comparison. The word is 'lacking'. It makes you feel inadequate. For example not being muscular enough, not tall enough, not good looking enough, not having the best character or personality. It's almost like your flaws are being highlighted by a giant spot light.

And I'm normally not that self conscious. I'm actually confident with how I look and my personality.
I know it sounds stupid, and I do think it's stupid, but I can't help but feel that way. Whenever you see someone better than you, doesn't it make you feel somewhat inferior?

OK this is stupid. I'm happy with everything I have and I should be contented.

All this self doubt just because I have been checking out the fb profiles of the hot instructor and all the elite plu hotties in the country. They're all gorgeous and going to pool parties and stuff. It's amazing how much you can see on Facebook.

OK that's it. I'm done feeling bad. It's stupid. I know I'm hot haha. And I'm proud of my character, the way I was raised, my strengths when it comes to dealing with obstacles, how I stay focused.

I feel a strong connection to this song and video. It's about dealing with your personal journey and beating the darkness.

Super Embarrassing!!!

Hey bitches bloggers, Britney J-boy is back!
Exactly 1 month since my last update :)

I wonder if anyone misses my updates.. coz u know Tulsy is on his European holiday and I actually miss not having his regular updates to read haha.

Anyway something seriously embarrassing happened just now at the gym!!!! Had to share it with you guys lol.

Hahahahaha I wanted to go for Combat as usual. Reached the gym, put my stuff, headed to the studio. I noticed it wasn't the usual instructor on stage, so I looked at the time table and notice board which was pasted right next to the glass door of the studio.

Normally the door is kept open until the class starts, so with my eyes still on the notices on the left I kept walking... and suddenly there was a loud 'BANG!'. Hahahaha yup you guessed it, I walked straight into the glass door, and because I was holding my water bottle in front of me, so the sound was super loud when the bottle hit the glass........ everyone inside the studio turned to look at me, everyone outside at the lounge was looking at me. I was so embarrassed the only thing I could do was smile and laugh like an idiot. I remember Danny blogged about something similar some time ago.. now I know how it feels! :P

Another reason why I may have been distracted was coz the replacement instructor was fucking hot!!! OMG he totally fits Tuls' Young&Cute criteria, plus he had a yummy fit body. Boyish good looks made him look like the youngest instructor I have ever had a class with, possibly my age.

I had the luxury of standing right in front of the stage and every now and then he would look at me *melts*. He had such a cute personality, he was all fired up and tried to get the crowd to interact and make more noise, but the members from my club is normally not very responsive.. everyone diam-diam only so he was so kesian hahaha.. was like talking to himself, I just smiled at him like crazy when he looked at me.Wasn't sure if he was plu, but then later in the locker room, I managed to see him changing after his shower... and the multi coloured, skin tight underwear he was wearing totally gave me the answer. Gahhhh but he is so hot I bet he's attached already and wayyyyy out of my league.

And he said his name was Jacky and normally teaches at the Sunway Pyramid branch. Anyone of you know him?? I would love to stalk his facebook lol.

It's little things like this that make me smile... I mean the embarrassing crash, not the hot instructor. OK maybe thinking about him makes me smile too :P

It's official. I'm back.
XOXO