One thing about facebook is how the truth can be revealed. Can be a good or bad thing.
I discovered that MK, the guy I have been dreaming about for almost a month is as STRAIGHT as an arrow. Sure his relationship status says 'single', but it's so obvious he isn't. There is this girl that's posting all the mushy stuff on his wall. Kisses and hugs, calling him 'dada'. And he responded by 'liking' all those posts.
What's wrong with me? How come I keep falling for straight men?
Perhaps the problem is NOT me.
What's wrong with straight men? How come they keep behaving/acting like gay guys? Why stare at me with your dreamy eyes? Why appear/walk in front of me so often? Why give me false hope?
I guess this is a good discovery. I can stop wasting time thinking about him and focus on more important things. Kelly Clarkson's Since You Been Gone is playing in my head now!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Ricky Martin comes out
That's right, Ricky Martin has finally come out of the closet.
After years of speculation, he finally posted a statement on his website yesterday.
What he said was inspiring, and I have always thought he was super hot!!!
http://rickymartinmusic.com/portal/news/news.asp?item=114532
LOVE YOU RICKY!
After years of speculation, he finally posted a statement on his website yesterday.
What he said was inspiring, and I have always thought he was super hot!!!
http://rickymartinmusic.com/portal/news/news.asp?item=114532
LOVE YOU RICKY!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Technically Friends
He accepted my friend request on facebook.
It took a lot of courage for me to add him... but I really want to get to know him. Or at least view his full profile (PICS!!!) haha.
So many thoughts in my head as I considered clicking the 'add as friend' button. What are the consequences of my action?
First of all, I'm sure he must wonder how I know his name.
Secondly, why I added him since we don't know each other.
My feelings for him are too strong I just couldn't care about the consequences anymore.
If he has feelings for me, then I'm sure now he will know how I feel and we can have some progress!
If he doesn't, well then maybe he will see me as a crazy stalker, so I better come up with a good excuse for adding him if he confronts me.
I will definitely run into him tomorrow. My plan is just to pretend nothing happened. Hopefully I won't be embarrassed!
It took a lot of courage for me to add him... but I really want to get to know him. Or at least view his full profile (PICS!!!) haha.
So many thoughts in my head as I considered clicking the 'add as friend' button. What are the consequences of my action?
First of all, I'm sure he must wonder how I know his name.
Secondly, why I added him since we don't know each other.
My feelings for him are too strong I just couldn't care about the consequences anymore.
If he has feelings for me, then I'm sure now he will know how I feel and we can have some progress!
If he doesn't, well then maybe he will see me as a crazy stalker, so I better come up with a good excuse for adding him if he confronts me.
I will definitely run into him tomorrow. My plan is just to pretend nothing happened. Hopefully I won't be embarrassed!
Monday, March 22, 2010
Super Stalker
I now know his name (without asking)!
It was a long process, I feel like a crazy stalker. During last week's lab session, we had to write our names on an attendance list. We were almost the last to leave, he wrote his name minutes before me. So I looked through the list, narrowed it down to 2 possible unfamiliar guy names based on hand writing and student ID.
I was just guessing.
So I went home and searched the names on facebook. And what do you know, I hit jackpot!
But his profile is restricted, only got to see his profile pic and limited info. Everyone should do that to prevent psychos from stalking lol.
BUT at least New Hottie has a name now... Let's call him MK for short.
This situation reminds me of Lady Gaga's Paparazzi.
"I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me... Promise I'll be kind, but I won't stop until that boy is mine, baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love ME"
It was a long process, I feel like a crazy stalker. During last week's lab session, we had to write our names on an attendance list. We were almost the last to leave, he wrote his name minutes before me. So I looked through the list, narrowed it down to 2 possible unfamiliar guy names based on hand writing and student ID.
I was just guessing.
So I went home and searched the names on facebook. And what do you know, I hit jackpot!
But his profile is restricted, only got to see his profile pic and limited info. Everyone should do that to prevent psychos from stalking lol.
BUT at least New Hottie has a name now... Let's call him MK for short.
This situation reminds me of Lady Gaga's Paparazzi.
"I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me... Promise I'll be kind, but I won't stop until that boy is mine, baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love ME"
Friday, March 19, 2010
Still Him
About him again.
Can't stop thinking of him. The fact that I run into him everyday doesn't help. This week has been interesting. We spoke for the first time, only briefly though about something totally random. I didn't get his name. So no facebook stalking LOL.
I feel like he's trying to approach me but is holding back. Just like me. Neither one of us wants to make the first move. But we like to hang around near each other. I sense that he feels the same way about me through eye contact. When you like someone, you look at them differently. It's like you look at the person but not directly in the eye for too long.
The reason I don't want to approach him is because I have been wrong many times before. So far, all the guys I had feelings for were straight. I always end up disappointed. Apparently my radar is broken. Can someone fix it for me?
I even dreamt about him a couple of days ago. Nothing sexual. In fact it was with a group of friends discussing assignments. Lately the work load is insane. Under pressure everyday.
I could really use a hug from him now!
Can't stop thinking of him. The fact that I run into him everyday doesn't help. This week has been interesting. We spoke for the first time, only briefly though about something totally random. I didn't get his name. So no facebook stalking LOL.
I feel like he's trying to approach me but is holding back. Just like me. Neither one of us wants to make the first move. But we like to hang around near each other. I sense that he feels the same way about me through eye contact. When you like someone, you look at them differently. It's like you look at the person but not directly in the eye for too long.
The reason I don't want to approach him is because I have been wrong many times before. So far, all the guys I had feelings for were straight. I always end up disappointed. Apparently my radar is broken. Can someone fix it for me?
I even dreamt about him a couple of days ago. Nothing sexual. In fact it was with a group of friends discussing assignments. Lately the work load is insane. Under pressure everyday.
I could really use a hug from him now!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Standstill
I have yet to make a connection with new hottie. I'm a failure T_T
Yesterday I started to feel that it's all in my head, he doesn't give a crap about me. So I tell myself to ignore him and just focus on other things.
But today he appears right behind me while I was walking into the lecture hall. I wasn't even trying to spot him. There are tons of people in my class, why must he come in RIGHT behind me?
Coincidence?
What did I tell you about the mind games LOL... He always seems to be nearby. Is he trying to approach me? Or is this just god messing with me???
Sigh........
Yesterday I started to feel that it's all in my head, he doesn't give a crap about me. So I tell myself to ignore him and just focus on other things.
But today he appears right behind me while I was walking into the lecture hall. I wasn't even trying to spot him. There are tons of people in my class, why must he come in RIGHT behind me?
Coincidence?
What did I tell you about the mind games LOL... He always seems to be nearby. Is he trying to approach me? Or is this just god messing with me???
Sigh........
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