Comeback

If anyone is still reading this well I have returned!

After the disappointment of MK I isolated myself from love/relationships.

Now I return a little different. The faith I had for relationships is gone and truth be told all I wanna do now is to go wild. Revisiting the sites I abandoned for potential hook ups.

When you're horny you feel empowered over your body and it's just so sexy. It makes me wanna do all sorts of naughty things.

I do not know how long this feeling will last, maybe I might regret it later, but I'll deal with that when it happens.

Coincidentally this song perfectly describes my current situation.

Heal

They say time heals everything.

I know for sure nothing is going to happen between MK and I.
But I still see him so often, it makes it hard to forget him.
At times like this, I turn to music for some much needed healing.

Truth is out

One thing about facebook is how the truth can be revealed. Can be a good or bad thing.

I discovered that MK, the guy I have been dreaming about for almost a month is as STRAIGHT as an arrow. Sure his relationship status says 'single', but it's so obvious he isn't. There is this girl that's posting all the mushy stuff on his wall. Kisses and hugs, calling him 'dada'. And he responded by 'liking' all those posts.

What's wrong with me? How come I keep falling for straight men?

Perhaps the problem is NOT me.

What's wrong with straight men? How come they keep behaving/acting like gay guys? Why stare at me with your dreamy eyes? Why appear/walk in front of me so often? Why give me false hope?


I guess this is a good discovery. I can stop wasting time thinking about him and focus on more important things. Kelly Clarkson's Since You Been Gone is playing in my head now!

Bigger Than Big

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Ricky Martin comes out

That's right, Ricky Martin has finally come out of the closet.

After years of speculation, he finally posted a statement on his website yesterday.
What he said was inspiring, and I have always thought he was super hot!!!

http://rickymartinmusic.com/portal/news/news.asp?item=114532


LOVE YOU RICKY!

Technically Friends

He accepted my friend request on facebook.

It took a lot of courage for me to add him... but I really want to get to know him. Or at least view his full profile (PICS!!!) haha.

So many thoughts in my head as I considered clicking the 'add as friend' button. What are the consequences of my action?

First of all, I'm sure he must wonder how I know his name.
Secondly, why I added him since we don't know each other.

My feelings for him are too strong I just couldn't care about the consequences anymore.
If he has feelings for me, then I'm sure now he will know how I feel and we can have some progress!
If he doesn't, well then maybe he will see me as a crazy stalker, so I better come up with a good excuse for adding him if he confronts me.

I will definitely run into him tomorrow. My plan is just to pretend nothing happened. Hopefully I won't be embarrassed!

Super Stalker

I now know his name (without asking)!

It was a long process, I feel like a crazy stalker. During last week's lab session, we had to write our names on an attendance list. We were almost the last to leave, he wrote his name minutes before me. So I looked through the list, narrowed it down to 2 possible unfamiliar guy names based on hand writing and student ID.

I was just guessing.
So I went home and searched the names on facebook. And what do you know, I hit jackpot!
But his profile is restricted, only got to see his profile pic and limited info. Everyone should do that to prevent psychos from stalking lol.

BUT at least New Hottie has a name now... Let's call him MK for short.


This situation reminds me of Lady Gaga's Paparazzi.
"I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me... Promise I'll be kind, but I won't stop until that boy is mine, baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love ME"