Lonely is such a pathetic word. Yet that's exactly how I feel now.
I have family & friends. Yet I still feel empty.
No one truly gets me. Sometimes even I don't get me.
Every now and then I feel isolated. Disconnected from everyone else.
I can be independent. I'm not looking for someone to take care of me.
That's not what I need.
I'm not looking for someone to talk to. I have friends for that.
I'm not much of a talker anyway.
I'm not looking for casual sex. It doesn't get me anywhere.
It's not as pleasurable as I imagined.
I guess I'm lonely because I have yet to meet my soul mate.
There are many guys on the web, yet I can't find a match.
Someone who understands me. Someone who wants the same things as me.
I have yet to experience true love.
I feel it's impossible to find "THE ONE" through the Internet because it's just different from meeting someone in your daily life, someone that you already know or always see, you know like the guy from college that you have a crush on.
It's just hard to be attracted to someone that you have not met in person in the first place. People who seek love online already have the intention when they chat with strangers. So it's not like you fall in love naturally because you are genuinely attracted to that person, you know what I mean?
Ain't easy finding someone online who is from your social circle, who can identify with your background and lifestyle. In a way it's easier to look in "real life", the people who hang with us, people that we can relate to in other aspects. Unfortunately it's also not easy to tell if they are interested in us... After all you can't just tell your friend that you like him and ask if he is gay.
Either way it's difficult. No wonder I'm still alone now........
dear jboy,
ReplyDeleteloneliness is not something to be pathetic abt. desolation is something not easy to live with either. u don't have to feel so upbeat abt it. perhaps fate has not came your way yet. or you're not ready for a relationship yet.
the question is not abt if they r interested in u but rather of a question of why. behind every man's action has motives. with motives, then the action was intended to carry them out.
i think what you're trying to say is sincerity in your expectations from the virtual world.
you have a nice weekend :)
"I feel it's impossible to find "THE ONE" through the Internet because it's just different from meeting someone in your daily life, someone that you already know or always see,"
ReplyDeletethis point is spot-on! couldn't agree more..but besides the net, is there better alternatives?
@Koala: Hi! I don't really get what u mean about the motives part... but thanks for dropping a line :)
ReplyDelete@blue: erm go meet someone at a club? But i wouldn't go there also :(
maybe will just have to wait for a friend or co-worker that happens to fall in love with us and we somehow fall in love with them also??
ok i can't believe i just said that lol... sounds like a fairy tale.. >.<
haih i don't know lah...
lower ur expectation and just go with the flow. though most of ppl online just want to do it, but i'm sure u'll be able to find some who are willing to be friends first before anything.
ReplyDeleteusually those who are looking for sex won't want anything more than sex, cuz they're independent and just want to have a quick outlet for fun. if you're looking for love, nvr ever respond to those who ask for sex right away or else you'll definitely be disappointed or worse, hurt when he lies to u.