So drama. LOL.
The thing is... I have been avoiding this guy for some time now. A guy that I liked (past tense), but don't feel anything for him anymore. He still likes me, so I don't know how to tell him. We communicate through MSN, some time ago his home internet connection was down so we didn't talk for a few days, and I used that opportunity to avoid him.
Since then, I have been appearing offline to him. He left me a message right after his connection was restored, explaining why he was missing and said that he missed me. I was hoping that he would get the message if I just 'disappeared' from his life. It's brutal of me, I know.
I was never good at delivering bad news.
Just don't have the heart for it when things get personal.
It seems easier to lay low and avoid the confrontation.
Everybody wants to be the good guy. I don't want to be a mean bitch by saying I don't like him anymore for no valid reason.
The problem here is time. If I faced it earlier and confronted him about it sooner, things wouldn't get so draggy. But now because the period has extended, I feel like the moment has passed and there isn't a right time to talk to him anymore. And the longer this situation goes on, the weight just seems to get heavier. Hence the guilt.
And it's not just him. I appear offline to a number of people I met online whom I find annoying. Some of them just keep pestering me with the same questions or suggestions to meet up or hook up, or sometimes I just feel lazy to make small talk. Over time I would rather not talk to them at all.
Does this make me a bad person? :(
Dun feel too guilty about it though xD. On certain occasions, I do the same too. But usually for me, when things get too personal, i'd tell the person straight the very sharp and painful one lol. I feel that's more bad than slowly fading away hahaha.
ReplyDeleteLikewise, I cannot tolerate annoying ppl. I know how you feel *pats pats*. But it's all okay. But then again, it is still best that you told that guy you're avoiding not interested in a nice way. It'll be the best for parties :)
Cheerios!
Hmmm...no wonder I didn't see you online in MSN anymore. You have actually put me on the "invisible" list.
ReplyDeleteOuch !
LOL..kidding...kidding.
I think we all get into situations like this quite often. I mean not the exact thing. But something similar like not saying what you have to say on the right time. And I guess it's part of being human? So it definitely doesn't make you a bad person :)
ReplyDeletesame, i always use the medic studies will take up a lot of time as an excuse to say no... =/ quite sad but still.. so i guess u r not a bad person lolx.
ReplyDeletethis didn't make you a bad person,this will make you look like a bad person.
ReplyDeletei had been in a position of that guy before and please tell that guy directly about your situation and it's more painful if you do that rather then tell him directly.
Awww thank u guys for your support! I really appreciate your comments :)
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