Getting Stood Up Midway During Sex

OK I'm not even sure what that means. Utterly confused and frankly my ego is bruised hahaha.

Something ridiculous happened moments ago.... STORY TIME:

I went to the sauna at about 7. Wasn't expecting much, just same old routine. After browsing for a while, I see only one (hot+cute) guy that interests me, totally my type. Lucky for me, hot guy seemed to be interested too (honestly, this doesn't always happen!).

He was either playing hard to get, or just being overly passive or shy to make the first move. That sucks because I usually roll like that, I insist that the Top be the aggressor, or initiator, and 90% of the time, they do. If you want me come get me, simple as that. It's not that hard, just come close and touch my hand or something. A note to all Tops out there: it is a super turn off if you make your potential fuck-hole make the first move.

There was a loooooooong game of cat and mouse. The longest I have ever played. At first I wasn't sure if he was interested, because he always seem to be near where I was going, but he wasn't coming close enough to me. There was some eye contact, and on a couple of occasions he brushed his hand against me when walking by. I wasn't entirely sure whether it was an accident, or some sort of signal. Jeezzz it was too subtle. To test my theory, I walked long distances to different parts of the maze, and true enough, he was always following. At one point, near the private rooms we were just standing opposite each other. I was waiting and waiting, like seriously, thinking 'Where the heck are your balls? Approach me already you ass'... Then he walked to a dark, isolated corner, I guess expecting me to go there, but there was someone else watching so I didn't move..... After a while, he walked out of the maze!! I was like, WTF!?!?!

Feeling like I've wasted so much time, I just stood where I was dumbfounded LOL. Moments later, he came back.... standing at the same spot where he was before. This time, I made a move to a corner, right outside a private room.. he followed and stood very near me. Our hands touched. Finally things made sense. It was like MIND games.... neither of us wanted to give in and make the first move, maybe because that's a sign of submission or weakness. But at that point I was so frustrated, I just wanted his dick in my mouth and butt, I didn't care if I had to admit I wanted him.

It was good to know he was a man, and some things are worth the wait. He led me into the room and we started working. As if his hot, young, very straight, macho look and nice arms (I like grabbing big biceps LOL) wasn't enough, he swung out a BIG tool, it was so long and thick, I'm not even bragging... just felt so lucky tonight. It sounds too good to be true, I know. Haven't had such a hot guy since....... forever.

I forgot to mention that he seemed to be ill. During our cat and mouse games, I saw occasional coughing and sniffling... But he was so hot, I still wanted to have sex with him haha.. And he was wearing a chain around his neck, so rad!! Naturally, he wasn't in the mood for anal, so I served him some good ol' suckin.. He even asked if I wanted to find someone else because he couldn't fuck me today. We didn't kiss mouth to mouth (in retrospect I'm glad because he was sick), but there was a lot of neck action haha.. Everything seemed to go well, we even cuddled and I had to stop him from making me cum because I didn't want it to end so soon...

Then I proceeded to blow him again, he was enjoying it, then all of a sudden, while his dick was still rock hard, he just stood up quickly, and said 'I'm sorry, I need to go to the toilet', I was like............. what?? like right now?? I knew he wasn't feeling well, so I thought maybe he needed to puke or something... He wrapped up his towel, and I think he said 'See you' or was it 'Bye', I was so confused, does it mean that he will come back in a while? I asked 'So do you wanna meet later?', he muttered something as he opened the door but I didn't catch it. So I followed behind him as we left the maze.

I kept a distance between us, eventually I went to the loo as well to pee. After that, I tried looking for him back in the maze, waited around, then searched around all 3 floors, but he was no where to be seen. Gone like the wind. I felt pissed and also sad because I let such a good and rare catch that I had to work so hard for, get away just like that (hahaha Tuls, sounds like Pokemon analogy hor). If only I followed him closer, or asked for his number. Would he have given it to me?

But then again, why did he leave? Was it because he was unwell? Or was it something I did? Am I really that bad in sex that a guy would run away midway? I honestly don't think so, because this is the first time a guy has walked out like that. His dick was still hard. I really don't understand. Was he in a hurry? Or did he tried to look for me afterwards but we just couldn't find each other?

I hate that I get so emotionally attached to a hot guy I barely know. If the guy was less attractive or someone I wasn't so into, I probably wouldn't even write a blog post about it. Proof that I'm really superficial. I know the first rule in sauna venturing is No Strings Attached. What happens at the sauna should stay in the sauna. I know I know. But DAMNNNNN was he my kind of guy!! Perfect look, perfect body, perfect cock. Too good to be true maybe. On the bright side, at least I can say it happened, and I still have some sort of appeal to be able to attract guys like that. It gives me hope. LOL, can you sense the pathetic self consolation? XD

XOXO
Left high and dry, J-boy