Wait, What?

Been almost 10 months since we lost contact... the sparse updates I get from the cousin only fill me with more doubt. It has reached the point where I no longer know who or what to believe.

I say I have kind of moved on, but those emotions are only buried temporarily in my mind. The slightest trigger is all it takes to mess with my sanity again.

On 3rd October.... for the first time ever, he responded to all those messages I left him on FB.

All he said was:

Thank you
I love you
I am sorry for leaving you

That's all I get after 10 months. I texted back, but he hasn't been online since. It's highly suspicious. For starters, the time the message was sent was 5am in Canada, which doesn't make sense because the last I heard in August, he was still unwell in the hospital and probably doesn't have access to the Internet. If it were someone from his family, they probably wouldn't be crazy enough to text me at 5am also right?

So who was it that accessed his Facebook? Is it the same person who logged in on Valentine's and again on my birthday? Why wait so long to text me? Why tell me such things now?

The message is so cryptic. Is it a farewell note? Or was he merely apologizing for leaving me in those months? Or is he saying he's leaving me now? Shouldn't he say 'I am sorry I left you'? Or something along the lines of 'I am sorry for leaving you, but I'm here now.... If he really is reaching out to me, shouldn't he be expecting my reply and logging in to check more often?

None of this makes sense. And it only messes with my head.
What the hell.