Just when I said it was getting boring, excitement was injected into my veins!
Spotted a new eye candy at school.
Let me give you a description......
OK well he's my senior, not sure how old he is but he looks matured, not old-looking mature because there is also a hint of little boy cuteness about his face. Not sure what that look is called, but I know for sure he is intelligent.
Totally not the outright screaming sexy type. He's more like the grounded, looks slightly geeky but not actually geeky type. He's not the guy you wanna fuck with instantly, rather the guy you would wanna know, maybe go on a date have a few laughs then fuck with.
On first look you might think he is cocky because there is this seriousness about his expression, like a little tensed but I think he's really a nice guy if you know him and will open up to you. Just guessing though, I don't actually know his personality.
Doesn't look like he works out so it's only an average body, but I would like to imagine he makes up for that with a larger than average tool and maybe excellent skills in bed LOL! Fantasies...
I know I should not have crushes on guys in uni, certainly don't want a repeat of the whole MK experience again. Every time I see him it's an eye sore. Really sucks. OH I forgot to mention this eye candy's name! It's Eric. Such a sweet name right? So far it's still at eye candy level, no crush or crazy feelings yet :P
Will let you know how it goes
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Pooooff
So much for a comeback. It's been more than a month since my last post.
Sorry if I didn't respond to comments or posts, I'm just in a 'mentally lethargic' state.
Anyway there hasn't been anything worth blogging about.
My plu life has been dry. Like sand in your mouth dry. Basically I'm living the life of a straight single now.
Nobody catches my eye.
I don't catch anybody's eye.
That sums it up.
And I have been hesitant to blog about other things, like the daily stuff I do or enjoy.
Partly because I realized the plu circle is not that discreet. Through certain sites I have discovered that some people I know are plu. Friends of friends in high school or college. About 4 of them now.
It's interesting in a way, but then I wonder if they saw my profile and know as well. Then I think "what if the word gone out" and more of my friends knew. It's puzzling and I still wish to stay private so it's not easy for me to open up anywhere... including here.
I actually know a couple of bloggers here in 'real' life, so to speak. But of course I didn't tell them. I would guess they want to stay private too. I wonder if they know about me and this blog now.
Sorry if I didn't respond to comments or posts, I'm just in a 'mentally lethargic' state.
Anyway there hasn't been anything worth blogging about.
My plu life has been dry. Like sand in your mouth dry. Basically I'm living the life of a straight single now.
Nobody catches my eye.
I don't catch anybody's eye.
That sums it up.
And I have been hesitant to blog about other things, like the daily stuff I do or enjoy.
Partly because I realized the plu circle is not that discreet. Through certain sites I have discovered that some people I know are plu. Friends of friends in high school or college. About 4 of them now.
It's interesting in a way, but then I wonder if they saw my profile and know as well. Then I think "what if the word gone out" and more of my friends knew. It's puzzling and I still wish to stay private so it's not easy for me to open up anywhere... including here.
I actually know a couple of bloggers here in 'real' life, so to speak. But of course I didn't tell them. I would guess they want to stay private too. I wonder if they know about me and this blog now.
Monday, June 7, 2010
The Wave
Something I would like to share.
Not sure if you guys join dating/buddy sites or whatever you call it. I noticed some sort of trend in terms of responses.
When you first join, responses are rather frequent being the newbie and all, after a while things slow down gradually and eventually it reaches a silent point. Sometimes I log in several times a day just to check if there are new messages or if anyone has viewed my profile. Yeah it's pathetic right LOL.
After that initial wave, responses come in bunches. Some days there's nothing, then some days there are several approaches! I joined 2 sites, so it can get quite messy when I'm getting on with a few guys at the same time. I tend to forget certain things.
But those are what I call lucky days. Rare in fact. Most days it's nothing. It can make you feel quite low. Sometimes I wonder how I can enhance my profile, like posting naughty pictures or notes. But that's not really being yourself right, it's like pretending or exaggerating just to seek attention. A profile should reflect who you are in a sincere manner.
It's so hard to find a man with substance. Maybe I'm looking at the wrong place. Almost every guy starts their conversation indicating desire for sex. OK maybe some start with a brief intro and small talk then ask for sex. Sometimes I entertain them when I'm horny but in the long run I know this is totally not what I want.
Even making genuine friends from these sites is hard. Most come and go. Some disappear when they know there's not gonna be any action, some disappear after one conversation. OK but there are a few nice people I don't regret meeting. Really helped me understand the gay world better.
And FYI regarding the previous post I was unsuccessful at going wild LOL. At that time I was in the process of meeting several guys for you-know-what, but somehow they all got turned down one way or another. I just didn't want to anymore.
Maybe I want to stay a good boy for now.
But if a nice, hot guy comes along then I won't hesitate to unleash the animal in me that's just dying to come out. Gonna drive him nuts. ;)
Not sure if you guys join dating/buddy sites or whatever you call it. I noticed some sort of trend in terms of responses.
When you first join, responses are rather frequent being the newbie and all, after a while things slow down gradually and eventually it reaches a silent point. Sometimes I log in several times a day just to check if there are new messages or if anyone has viewed my profile. Yeah it's pathetic right LOL.
After that initial wave, responses come in bunches. Some days there's nothing, then some days there are several approaches! I joined 2 sites, so it can get quite messy when I'm getting on with a few guys at the same time. I tend to forget certain things.
But those are what I call lucky days. Rare in fact. Most days it's nothing. It can make you feel quite low. Sometimes I wonder how I can enhance my profile, like posting naughty pictures or notes. But that's not really being yourself right, it's like pretending or exaggerating just to seek attention. A profile should reflect who you are in a sincere manner.
It's so hard to find a man with substance. Maybe I'm looking at the wrong place. Almost every guy starts their conversation indicating desire for sex. OK maybe some start with a brief intro and small talk then ask for sex. Sometimes I entertain them when I'm horny but in the long run I know this is totally not what I want.
Even making genuine friends from these sites is hard. Most come and go. Some disappear when they know there's not gonna be any action, some disappear after one conversation. OK but there are a few nice people I don't regret meeting. Really helped me understand the gay world better.
And FYI regarding the previous post I was unsuccessful at going wild LOL. At that time I was in the process of meeting several guys for you-know-what, but somehow they all got turned down one way or another. I just didn't want to anymore.
Maybe I want to stay a good boy for now.
But if a nice, hot guy comes along then I won't hesitate to unleash the animal in me that's just dying to come out. Gonna drive him nuts. ;)
Monday, May 31, 2010
Comeback
If anyone is still reading this well I have returned!
After the disappointment of MK I isolated myself from love/relationships.
Now I return a little different. The faith I had for relationships is gone and truth be told all I wanna do now is to go wild. Revisiting the sites I abandoned for potential hook ups.
When you're horny you feel empowered over your body and it's just so sexy. It makes me wanna do all sorts of naughty things.
I do not know how long this feeling will last, maybe I might regret it later, but I'll deal with that when it happens.
Coincidentally this song perfectly describes my current situation.
After the disappointment of MK I isolated myself from love/relationships.
Now I return a little different. The faith I had for relationships is gone and truth be told all I wanna do now is to go wild. Revisiting the sites I abandoned for potential hook ups.
When you're horny you feel empowered over your body and it's just so sexy. It makes me wanna do all sorts of naughty things.
I do not know how long this feeling will last, maybe I might regret it later, but I'll deal with that when it happens.
Coincidentally this song perfectly describes my current situation.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Heal
They say time heals everything.
I know for sure nothing is going to happen between MK and I.
But I still see him so often, it makes it hard to forget him.
At times like this, I turn to music for some much needed healing.
I know for sure nothing is going to happen between MK and I.
But I still see him so often, it makes it hard to forget him.
At times like this, I turn to music for some much needed healing.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Truth is out
One thing about facebook is how the truth can be revealed. Can be a good or bad thing.
I discovered that MK, the guy I have been dreaming about for almost a month is as STRAIGHT as an arrow. Sure his relationship status says 'single', but it's so obvious he isn't. There is this girl that's posting all the mushy stuff on his wall. Kisses and hugs, calling him 'dada'. And he responded by 'liking' all those posts.
What's wrong with me? How come I keep falling for straight men?
Perhaps the problem is NOT me.
What's wrong with straight men? How come they keep behaving/acting like gay guys? Why stare at me with your dreamy eyes? Why appear/walk in front of me so often? Why give me false hope?
I guess this is a good discovery. I can stop wasting time thinking about him and focus on more important things. Kelly Clarkson's Since You Been Gone is playing in my head now!
I discovered that MK, the guy I have been dreaming about for almost a month is as STRAIGHT as an arrow. Sure his relationship status says 'single', but it's so obvious he isn't. There is this girl that's posting all the mushy stuff on his wall. Kisses and hugs, calling him 'dada'. And he responded by 'liking' all those posts.
What's wrong with me? How come I keep falling for straight men?
Perhaps the problem is NOT me.
What's wrong with straight men? How come they keep behaving/acting like gay guys? Why stare at me with your dreamy eyes? Why appear/walk in front of me so often? Why give me false hope?
I guess this is a good discovery. I can stop wasting time thinking about him and focus on more important things. Kelly Clarkson's Since You Been Gone is playing in my head now!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
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