Once Again

I knew this would happen but I let it anyway.

I guess I need to get burned to recognize fire. Even though I know exactly what fire is. Sigh, this statement doesn't even make sense.

The guy that I have been falling for (A Little Sizzle and Infatuatuion on Facebook) isn't into me. In fact I'm almost certain he's straight. No, I didn't confront him or confess my feelings like how I did previously with my other crushes.... But let's just say something happened last week which proved that he doesn't care about me. There was a perfect opportunity for him to do something but nothing ever happened :(

This is why you shouldn't be hopeful or have expectations when it comes to love/feelings.

The vicious cycle that I talk so much about in this blog has just repeated itself. Yet another 1 sided crush.

I'm trying hard to not think about him, and constantly telling myself to no longer look at his fb profile. That's the only way to move on. Out of sight, out of mind.

You know, I'm quite sure I'm going to be single for a very long time... possibly forever.
Mr. Right / Prince Charming / The One doesn't exist.

I can't help but feel like there's no one there for me, there's no one fated for me to meet. It's not about getting into a relationship or having a bf, I'm talking about meeting someone you actually love who loves you back. I just don't see it happening for me, maybe I'm meant to stay single in this lifetime.

Good luck to the rest of you single guys out there!!! And I'm not being sarcastic or bitter, I really mean it! Hope you find the happiness that has eluded me :)