Going All The Way

So I wasn't quite satisfied with how my first sauna trip went. Think I chickened out.

It's addictive... the mystery of not knowing how the day will end or who you'll meet there. Maybe it's because this experience is still so new to me, I have the craving to go back for more. And so I did. On the very next day (today haha).

This time I went to Studio 89 around 4.30pm, which I first heard about from Takashi/Pluboy obviously. The guy at the register looked Thai. Signed up, got a membership card, towel, lube, condom and locker key. I wanted to check out the scene, because the owner of the other place said his clientele was more of middle aged and chubs. And I think Studio 89 is more targeted at Gen-Y?

Well from what I saw, I was one of the youngest there. Most of them were perhaps 30 to 40+?? But the guys here are definitely fitter and hotter looking. I felt intimidated because I was so inexperienced and there was a crowd inside. Everyone was sitting around and staring. I had no clue about the layout, so this time I really walked around like a lost sheep. People giving me stares, not sure whether it's the interested look or the WTF look.

I went downstairs to check out the private rooms area. This place is quite big. I went back up and stood by the corridor leading into a spacious dark room. I was too afraid to go in because I didn't know what was inside, but I saw guys walking in and out. So I just stayed at the corridor and looked at porn on the TV.

I thought it was going to be uneventful, then out of the blue a knight comes right in front of me and touched and kissed me... this was still at the corridor. I was standing there like a log. Initially I was taken by surprised and felt hesitant, he asked about my role, we were a match. He was hot, there was physical chemistry so I decided to go with the flow. He also had nice breath (just chewed mint). We went downstairs and you know what happened next.

Once again, even though we all know what goes on in the private rooms, it seems that 2 guys cannot just walk in openly in front of everyone. Everything has to be discreet, like one guy goes downstairs first, the other guy follows behind. Then the first guy slowly sneaks into a room... moments later the second guy follows. I don't understand why it has to be like that since everyone there already knows what's going on. But the sneaking and pretending is actually quite fun. LOL.

One thing I like about Studio 89 is that the private rooms are well equipped with tissue and a dustbin, and it also has a light where you can adjust the brightness!! It's so hard to see in the dark. LOL. Also the shower area was nice and I liked the smell of the soap.

Oh I want to ask you guys something, since most of you are more experienced than me.

How exactly do you engage a guy in a place like this?

I mean how do I know if someone is interested? 

What are the signals to look out for? 

If someone gives me the horny look and walks by me, am I supposed to follow behind?

If this guy didn't walk up to me and said out loud that he wanted to fuck me, I wouldn't have got the message. And another thing.... do you guys feel guilty about it after committing the act?  
When you're full of lust you feel compelled to do all sorts of things, but after that I just feel like a dirty slut. The feeling doesn't last long though... after some time when the lust comes back you jump right back in.

I still feel kind of dirty now... but I have a feeling I will be going back to that place again *smacks head*