Massage Again + Important Message

Yet another skanky tale to spill about.

I blogged about my first massage last month, that was considered proper even though the venue was a sauna. I decided to check out a plu establishment, I guess you can call it a massage center, since they didn't have sauna/steam rooms.

Called to make a booking, I got to choose a masseur from pics uploaded. My first choice wasn't available, so I ended up with a young looking charming Sabah native. This place provides B2B massage (for those that don't know.. it's body to body).... so you can say it's more sexual in nature than a regular massage.

The place was not as posh as I expected. Simple looking, some deco, nice relaxing music playing in the background. The toilet/bathroom was cheap, there was no proper shower, you have to use a mug to scoop the water from a large bucket. Also the massage bed/mattress was so thin that you can feel the hard floor.

The massage itself was good. The masseur looked twinky in the pic, but he was actually quite well built, had good strength for kneading and pressing. The massage was performed in semi dark conditions, he was naked right away. As expected, the massage starts off proper, with him pressing and working on my legs, shoulders, back. Then the 'body to body' part started... he applied lots of lotion on his chest, and started rubbing his body against my back haha going up down left right. Then it was chest to chest, face to face... and further down you have ahem to ahem ;)

The last time I had a massage I was shy to touch the masseur... so this time I decided to go all out and wild, my hands were running against him all over LOL. At times, it was like I was giving him a massage instead hahaha. He was into it, his member was hardening and he started responding to my actions.... I think we strayed away from the actual course of the massage segment and started doing other stuff haha. This guy had super hairy thighs just like Ken from Singapore. This concludes that I'm into hairy men haha! Just so nice to touch! :P

And it was interesting because prior to leaving home, I felt the impulse to bring along condoms and lube.... and sure enough it came in handy. I think the masseurs are not allowed to officially have anal sex with the patrons, because condoms were not provided there, and he actually told me he was scared to throw the used condom in the dustbin outside, and ended up wrapping it in lots of tissue to hide it from the guy at the front desk which I suppose is the owner or supervisor.

Having our bodies rub against each other with oily lotion is such a turn on!! I didn't actually plan on doing the full deed with him... but somehow I got caught up in the moment and initiated it and later at home I realized my ass was bleeding. No worries it's only very mild and dried up almost instantly.

After this whole thing I felt kind of dirty. Don't know why... it's not that different from going to the sauna.. maybe it's because I tried to seduce the masseur and the way I molested him... Or perhaps it has to do with the fact that I was paying for the service... so I'm somehow feeling guilt for equating money with sex... because at the sauna it's between 2 guys that wanna do it... here it's like the masseur is kind of obliged to do it with me, though he looked like he enjoyed my company haha.
Or maybe it was because of all the oil, I actually showered twice (once there, and another time when I got home) to get rid of all the oiliness. Or is it the fact that I bled and am somehow worrying about STDs and stuff even though we played safe from the start and he didn't cum inside me.

Right now I totally see why everyone sees me as a dirty whore/slut, and in some ways I'm starting to realize that perhaps this is not the lifestyle that I want and I should tone it down from now. It's not so much that I care what other people think of me, but for me the reasons are internal and how I feel about it and what I think is right for me. I think I have already reached the pinnacles of having casual sex haha. Already done the saunas and massages. Tried most of the stuff there is to try, except drugs and prostitution LOL.

Not saying that I'm going to be Mother Teresa from now, because people can't change right away... but yeah, definitely I won't be visiting places like these so soon. I hope. 

And I also realize I have an audience of some younger PLU or perhaps those that are new to the circle or just curious about trying all kinds of sexual activities. Therefore I feel a strong need to emphasize that despite I've been out and about a lot in the past year, I have ALWAYS played safe and taken the necessary precautions every single time, and also understand that the risks are ever present even when you use safety supplies. If you do wanna try and experiment, PLEASE always insist on using CONDOMS. You won't know about the guy's history, who he has been with, chances are he won't know either if he had picked up anything. I think I will write up a post on my full list of precautions in the near future.

Till then,
XOXO