Unexpected Cruising Experience!!

Still can't believe it happened haha! Sometimes you go to a "Hot Spot" with the intention to cruise and get lucky, but those of you who have tried it would know that 90% of the time nothing really happens and you end up wasting time strolling or waiting somewhere.

The actual "Cruising" phenomenon probably died down since the invention of mobile apps, which makes hookups so much easier. Yet it lacks a certain thrill of those good old not-sure-what-you're-gonna-get hunts I've heard about. These days a lot of the so called cruising are premeditated online through certain channels. So when you go to a specific place at a specific time, you are bound to "run into" the person that you contacted before hand. That's not real cruising.

I admit to random trips before, but that was not what I had in mind today. Had a 3pm appointment in Bukit Bintang, but I reached earlier to have lunch and was walking around to kill time. I entered Sg. Wang Plaza since I've not been there in ages. This place is compact and has many shops, eventually I ended up near Metrojaya and was resting at the porch overlooking things happening on the ground floor. Suddenly a guy stood next to me and was looking down to. Not sure how long he had been tailing me. He started talking, I think he said something like (in Mandarin) 'This place is so quiet these days...'. I was stunned, totally didn't expect a random person would talk to me.... but I kind of figured out what his intentions were. There was some lame small talk for a bit (why are you here / did you come alone / where do you stay / you come here often), I was still processing in my mind if I should go along with it, or run away because he might be dangerous haha coz he was carrying a gym bag and I didn't know what was inside, like whether he would take out a knife and rob me when we went somewhere quiet, does he have an accomplice etc. So many thoughts crossed my mind!!

Let's talk looks. He was taller than me (+ point), wearing specs (- point), decent chest & biceps where you can tell he gyms but not hunky yet (+ point), had lots of stubby facial hair which is sexy (+ point), his arms and later I found out his junk was super hairy (+ point for me haha) as in like hair was growing more than halfway down his shaft!!, and he was tanned like a Singaporean (+ point). He didn't have screaming good looks, actually kind of geeky but was decent enough for me. He said he was 35-something (wasn't really listening) but he looked at most 28-ish. To be completely honest, if he wasn't as appealing, I would have bolted away LOL. I was excited that I was actually getting cruised, so eventually when he said 'Let's take a walk', I knew that was the cue for the next phase.

He seemed to know the place. We went 2 floors up, went to a quiet corner and through a door, then another... We reached some scary, abandoned looking lift area and he wanted to go even deeper, my instinct told me otherwise, I said 'No, I don't want to go there'. He replied 'Ok, let's go back outside'.

I then suggested the toilet, which is safer & kind of like where I'm used to operate LOL, 'OK let's go'. Went to the urinal, he whipped it out and it was already hard, I grabbed it and wanted to pull him into the stalls, only to find that one had no door, the other was locked, and the third looked ok, until we went in and the door couldn't close properly (FML), all of this happened while his cock was still out! So risky hahaha... luckily no one came in :P

'Let's find somewhere else'. At this point it was like the Amazing Race already, I discovered how much hard work public sex is. 'I know this other place, it's part of the stairs but it's a quiet spot at a dead end, the place is near the top but a little hot'. I was like 'Fine, whatever, as long as it's safe.'. 'Yes it is'. So he led me up another floor, made a turn somewhere and out of the blue there was this random door that opened to the staircase. It looked deserted. We went up 1 or 2 floors I think, turned somewhere else and went up more stairs... I think we passed by a parking lot? I saw parking pillars if not mistaken. But we were still indoors, I just didn't know where. In the corner, I looked on the wall and recognized the yellow-brown splashing stains that painted MUCH of the wall. CUM, confirm CUM stains. I know because I accidentally made a mess in my room once and the mark can still be seen today LOL. I actually asked 'Are these stains yours?' hahahahahahaha don't ask me what I was thinking, to which he replied 'No, many people come (CUM) here too'. So funny!!

Don't wanna ruin your dinner by telling you what we did.... not much.... I wanted to blow him off but he stopped me halfway, said something like 'I like you so much, I don't want it to end like that, no point if we're not making love'. I was like.......... okkkkkk, this is a hookup, I don't intend to be your wife. And frankly I have feelings for someone else. So there was a lot of cuddling and cute touching going on.... I went along with it, I don't know why..... Eventually I didn't feel safe, kept feeling like someone would walk by and hearing noises. Wanted to leave, then he just whipped his junk out again and started whacking off facing the WALL. Poor wall, I think some of those stains must be his haha, although he said 'I've not been here in months'. To be polite, I offered to lend a hand, he obliged.... He then forcefully grabbed me there and started stroking.... I didn't really had a choice so he came all over the place, I followed. This time it was the floor, not the wall. I suspect tiles would be easier to clean off. Very sorry, cleaning lady!

Could tell he was getting a little too attached, I freaked a little but played along, again. Went to the loo, cleaned up.... This guy has like Dettol shower gel and mouthrinse in his gym bag. Nope, he didn't offer any to me. He wanted to hang out, "Do you wanna go watch a movie', 'Do you have a bf?', I said I had an appointment. 'Is he a guy? Are you meeting your bf?'. 'No.'.

You know that feeling, right after sex, sometimes you feel guilty or regretful... Well, I felf kind of shitty for playing with someone I didn't really like/love, so I decided to plot my escape. I knew he was going to ask for my number before we parted ways...... He wanted to walk me back to Pavilion. Near the bridge that links Sg. Wang to Lot 10, he needed to pee, I said 'I'll wait for you outside'. The second he went in, I bolted like a race horse, it's quite hilarious thinking about it now, but when it happened I was like running for my life haha! People must think I've gone nuts. I ran across the bridge into Isetan, got down the escalators to the Hutong food court, sneaked out the other exit and basically speed walked my way into Fahrenheit 88. All of that while looking back constantly to see if he was chasing after me. Crazy right!?!?! Was sweating like crazy when I finally stopped. I went into one of the toilet stalls on the 2nd floor of Fahrenheit, and guess what? I heard people having sex in the next cubicle!! It was so obvious, I'm surprised they picked such a busy toilet. I know BB is the Golden Triangle of Gayness, but wow today I experienced first hand how happening it truly is!!

Not sure if I made the right choice to run. He's actually a decent guy. It's just that when someone gets overly interested or clingy, it scares me and I flee. That's a terrible defense mechanism. Just couldn't imagine myself being with him.... like flashes of us hanging out and being a couple went through my mind, and I just thought I can't. Maybe I should have exchanged numbers. Get to know each other better first. At least someone is showing interest in me. But I was worried he was going to be stalk-ish. And can a relationship really start from a dirty cruising experience? I don't think so.

I still feel somewhat dirty from today. But nevertheless, a good experience to add into my journey of growing up.

XOXOX