In an attempt to NOT be so slutty and frequent the saunas so often, I've decided to seriously consider the possibility of emmm... hanging out with eligible bachelors haha!
Now that I have a smartphone, I've been using those social dating apps. Grindr actually sucks because of how it always fails to load. I find Jack'd the best option so far :)
At first I didn't get many messages, then this week it started coming in one after another.. obviously you have to filter out the creepy ones and the ever so uncreative ones that just start with 'Hi', then the next reply is 'Sex?' or 'Want fun?'. Don't even bother with any intro or small talk =.=
Finally, today I managed to hit it off with 2 guys. I will tell you about them coz I'm so excited!! :P
GUY NO.1
Average looking, kind of young and cute looking, but in his 30s. Stays nearby, he is the guy that is clearly not looking for fun. In banking field, into gaming and comics, a little geeky but doesn't look like one haha. His replies were all long (longest I've seen so far), so that means he is sincere in making friends. Talked about a lot of (non-sex related) stuff. Not really attracted sexually (yet), but I could see something grow from there. We might be going to watch a movie together sometime :)
GUY NO.2
Definitely sexual attraction. When I saw his profile, I was like 'Wow, hot and cute. Definitely my type of date'. Mid 20s, doing masters in engineering. As it turns out, he is quite outgoing. At first when I didn't reply he was like asking 'hey did u get my msg' kind of thing. So impatient haha! But you can tell he is a little obsessive compulsive.
The convo started normal, getting to know each other, then I asked if he was into fun or only looking for something serious... he said fun. Knowing how carried away I can get when horny, the rest of the talk was purely on sex. We even talked about meeting at a hotel. He said he was willing to pay for it if I let him to do anything to me.
Then it got a bit scary.
He was telling me all kinds of stuff he wanted to do. Didn't expect him to be so wild... he said stuff like 'rope' and 'handcuff', 'stuffing ice up my ass', and 'do you like the smell of underwear' haha. When I said yes and can I smell yours?... He said he would stuff my mouth with his underwear when he fucks me.
Then I was like 'I'm scared haha' and 'Is it so that I can't scream for help haha'! Not sure if he was joking. I gotta admit, I'm kind of turned on by that idea, but scared also. But he assured me that 'I won't kill you'. LOL. How convincing =.=
Don't worry. After that the conversation got normal again. He is actually a nice and intelligent guy (on the surface at least). When I asked if he was into being something more than a fuck buddy, I suggested to go on a date to get to know each other, he wasn't really keen. Bummer!
Just when I see something in a guy, he indicates that he's not looking for anything serious.
But we are probably still gonna meet. For food or something. Don't worry, I won't be booking a hotel so soon haha!!
Right now, seems like Guy no.1 is friend material, and Guy no. 2 promises some amazing sex. Will keep you updated ;)
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Thankful for Blogging
This is going to be one of those soppy posts.
Quite a lot has gone on since I started blogging, in particular this last 2 months.
For those of you who missed the highlights, read the comments of the previous post haha.
So many reasons to be thankful, let's see...
1. Thank you Zhenyu27
You probably think I hate you, and I gotta admit I really didn't like the stuff you said and was probably affected by it in some ways, coz I take a lot of things to heart. But today I'm looking at it from a whole new perspective, and I sincerely just wanna thank you for even taking the time to comment on my blog. I like it when someone has opinions that are against me, it's a perfect opportunity for me to voice my arguments and express my deepest thoughts, in a structured, and well organized manner. Not sure if you guys noticed, but I have strong opinions, and a big mouth so I really do appreciate the opportunity of getting feedback so that I can respond :) This time I don't mean it sarcastically Zhenyu27, thank you for sharing with me! :)
2. Thank you Ooi
For showing a more real you, I like you so much more when you say what you really mean, without that over-the-top sex craved persona hahaha. You should just be yourself in the blogosphere. And thank you for reading up on some of my older posts and learning about me :)
3. Thank you for those who wrote to me
So far I've received a few emails.... most of them asking for advice on stuff. And I gotta say it's super duper flattering, coz I really don't consider myself worthy of giving meaningful advice to other people considering that I haven't even got my life together the way it should be haha. But yeah, just writing to me is sooooooooo nice, when I started this blog I just wanted to share my thoughts and experiences. And hearing from some of you, and have you share some of your personal stuff with me just brings a tear to my eyes, coz you're willing to open up to a complete stranger like me, even though we've never ever met and you don't know who I am in real life. Really humbling experience! :)
4. Thank you to all my readers and fellow bloggers
Knowing that someone read my blog is very comforting. Thank you for supporting me, for not judging me, for being there for me when I'm down, etc. I can assure all of you that every single thing I blog about stays true to who I am and what I believe in, and I honestly don't think I have written any stories or encounters that were made up. Coz I don't see the point in that. I just wanna keep it as real as possible so that you can relate to what's really going on with me, as a blog is actually a safe place to be honest about being Plu and all. It's not like I can talk about these kind of stuff with my family or friends.
And if some of you still think that I blog for ratings or to please other people, OMG I really don't know how to explain it anymore. Yeah some of you probably think I'm a kiss ass, especially when I write posts like this hahahahaha, I don't blame you.
But I'm writing this right now because that's exactly how I feel at this moment. :P
So... thank you! :)
(You can roll your eyes now haha)
Quite a lot has gone on since I started blogging, in particular this last 2 months.
For those of you who missed the highlights, read the comments of the previous post haha.
So many reasons to be thankful, let's see...
1. Thank you Zhenyu27
You probably think I hate you, and I gotta admit I really didn't like the stuff you said and was probably affected by it in some ways, coz I take a lot of things to heart. But today I'm looking at it from a whole new perspective, and I sincerely just wanna thank you for even taking the time to comment on my blog. I like it when someone has opinions that are against me, it's a perfect opportunity for me to voice my arguments and express my deepest thoughts, in a structured, and well organized manner. Not sure if you guys noticed, but I have strong opinions, and a big mouth so I really do appreciate the opportunity of getting feedback so that I can respond :) This time I don't mean it sarcastically Zhenyu27, thank you for sharing with me! :)
2. Thank you Ooi
For showing a more real you, I like you so much more when you say what you really mean, without that over-the-top sex craved persona hahaha. You should just be yourself in the blogosphere. And thank you for reading up on some of my older posts and learning about me :)
3. Thank you for those who wrote to me
So far I've received a few emails.... most of them asking for advice on stuff. And I gotta say it's super duper flattering, coz I really don't consider myself worthy of giving meaningful advice to other people considering that I haven't even got my life together the way it should be haha. But yeah, just writing to me is sooooooooo nice, when I started this blog I just wanted to share my thoughts and experiences. And hearing from some of you, and have you share some of your personal stuff with me just brings a tear to my eyes, coz you're willing to open up to a complete stranger like me, even though we've never ever met and you don't know who I am in real life. Really humbling experience! :)
4. Thank you to all my readers and fellow bloggers
Knowing that someone read my blog is very comforting. Thank you for supporting me, for not judging me, for being there for me when I'm down, etc. I can assure all of you that every single thing I blog about stays true to who I am and what I believe in, and I honestly don't think I have written any stories or encounters that were made up. Coz I don't see the point in that. I just wanna keep it as real as possible so that you can relate to what's really going on with me, as a blog is actually a safe place to be honest about being Plu and all. It's not like I can talk about these kind of stuff with my family or friends.
And if some of you still think that I blog for ratings or to please other people, OMG I really don't know how to explain it anymore. Yeah some of you probably think I'm a kiss ass, especially when I write posts like this hahahahaha, I don't blame you.
But I'm writing this right now because that's exactly how I feel at this moment. :P
So... thank you! :)
(You can roll your eyes now haha)
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Going International :)
WARNING: This is a slutty post. Don't read if you want to be judgmental.
J-boy is officially international, embracing different types of *ahem* flavours, if you know what I mean haha. ;)
In the very beginning, it was just Dim Sum, those that were similar to me. It's easier to find attraction and relate to someone of a similar background and values, etc.
Then I started to be more open minded and explored the concept of 1Malaysia.
The slight chocolate tone of a well groomed Rendang, and the word 'cut' is quite appealing I'm sure you would agree, as the saying 'less (skin) is more' comes to mind. More hygienic and more... exposed :P
Never thought I would find myself with a Chapatti, then several weeks ago I was charmed by a cutie who was just a tad younger than me. The attraction wasn't there at first I gotta admit, but he talked his way in by being flirty and cheeky. Though he was tall and slim, there was nothing skinny about what was beneath haha!
Recalling a previous encounter, I once stirred with a half-Green Curry hottie, who to date remains the most skillful and pleasurable top I've ever laid. Unfortunately this week I found out he has a bf, but he still wanted to meet me. I declined because it just felt wrong knowing he's attached, but I was stunned when he said nevermind he's going to fuck other guys in the sauna anyway. Jeezzzz. He's off my list. Too bad, coz he really is VERY GOOD at it.
And that brings us to today, where I stepped into Mandi-Manda for a break.
I'm starting to like this place over Studio 89, coz I get so much more attention here haha.
There was this guy who spotted me and approached quickly, he was in my standards so we stepped into a private room. Not going to give details of what went on haha, but I immediately noticed that he didn't look local. Something about his facial features, especially the eyes that were so small. So I asked.
Turns out he's a Sushi tourist... and get this..... he's 38!! OMG seriously he didn't look that age at all.. I would say at most he was 28 haha, thanks to young looking skin and a cute face and smile LOL. So the age thing didn't bother me at all... I was just so turned on when I found out he's Sashimi. And he kept saying I was so sexy hahaha. Guess he fancied some Chow Kuey Teow LOL!!!!!
Call me a bitch, but I actually feel proud that I've tasted so many cultures.
Now I feel like taking out a world map and build on my 'Fucked by' list haha!!
I'm thinking Australian, Korean, Spanish, Italian, Brazilian, American... especially those big, scruffy backpackers who come to Asia LOL.
Anyone else enjoys International cuisine? :P
J-boy is officially international, embracing different types of *ahem* flavours, if you know what I mean haha. ;)
In the very beginning, it was just Dim Sum, those that were similar to me. It's easier to find attraction and relate to someone of a similar background and values, etc.
Then I started to be more open minded and explored the concept of 1Malaysia.
The slight chocolate tone of a well groomed Rendang, and the word 'cut' is quite appealing I'm sure you would agree, as the saying 'less (skin) is more' comes to mind. More hygienic and more... exposed :P
Never thought I would find myself with a Chapatti, then several weeks ago I was charmed by a cutie who was just a tad younger than me. The attraction wasn't there at first I gotta admit, but he talked his way in by being flirty and cheeky. Though he was tall and slim, there was nothing skinny about what was beneath haha!
Recalling a previous encounter, I once stirred with a half-Green Curry hottie, who to date remains the most skillful and pleasurable top I've ever laid. Unfortunately this week I found out he has a bf, but he still wanted to meet me. I declined because it just felt wrong knowing he's attached, but I was stunned when he said nevermind he's going to fuck other guys in the sauna anyway. Jeezzzz. He's off my list. Too bad, coz he really is VERY GOOD at it.
And that brings us to today, where I stepped into Mandi-Manda for a break.
I'm starting to like this place over Studio 89, coz I get so much more attention here haha.
There was this guy who spotted me and approached quickly, he was in my standards so we stepped into a private room. Not going to give details of what went on haha, but I immediately noticed that he didn't look local. Something about his facial features, especially the eyes that were so small. So I asked.
Turns out he's a Sushi tourist... and get this..... he's 38!! OMG seriously he didn't look that age at all.. I would say at most he was 28 haha, thanks to young looking skin and a cute face and smile LOL. So the age thing didn't bother me at all... I was just so turned on when I found out he's Sashimi. And he kept saying I was so sexy hahaha. Guess he fancied some Chow Kuey Teow LOL!!!!!
Call me a bitch, but I actually feel proud that I've tasted so many cultures.
Now I feel like taking out a world map and build on my 'Fucked by' list haha!!
I'm thinking Australian, Korean, Spanish, Italian, Brazilian, American... especially those big, scruffy backpackers who come to Asia LOL.
Anyone else enjoys International cuisine? :P
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Doors Cut Down
Just watched a really interesting short gay film on YouTube.
Have you ever wondered why the doors in public toilet stalls are like cut or short, meaning the length of the door does not go all the way to the floor, nor is it that high up at the top?
Well, watch this to find out haha :)
It's about a very horny teenager... and you know what that means!
If you want to see the juicy bits, fast forward to around 8:00 (skin alert!) and another one at 10:30 (hot!), but you must watch from the beginning to understand the story.
In some ways, this story is kind of close to the heart... I think many of us can relate to it right? hehehe watch and see if you have experienced something similar :P
Have you ever wondered why the doors in public toilet stalls are like cut or short, meaning the length of the door does not go all the way to the floor, nor is it that high up at the top?
Well, watch this to find out haha :)
It's about a very horny teenager... and you know what that means!
If you want to see the juicy bits, fast forward to around 8:00 (skin alert!) and another one at 10:30 (hot!), but you must watch from the beginning to understand the story.
In some ways, this story is kind of close to the heart... I think many of us can relate to it right? hehehe watch and see if you have experienced something similar :P
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Lackluster
Just watched Madonna's latest music video for Girl Gone Wild and honestly I don't feel the wow factor.
The men in the song are nice to look at, but the song itself is just mehhh, and the music video doesn't cut it as original to me. In fact I'm reminded of Lady Gaga's Alejandro, Christina Aguilera's Not Myself Tonight, and Kylie's Get Outta My Way. Sorry to all Madge fans out there, but I think she has done much more stellar work in the past...
Perhaps every artist has his or her prime in the spotlight. Like for example Adele is unstoppable right now. But that may not be the case in 5 years. I still like Gaga's music, but somehow her more recent music videos just don't seem to have the impact of Bad Romance or Born This Way. I hope she does something entirely different in her new album, because her songs are starting to sound the same.
An artist I think is still very current right now is Katy Perry. I mean, have you seen her music video for Part Of Me? Cool concept. Different. Memorable. Though the songs from her Teenage Dream album all kind of have the same ring to it, but so far each music video spawned from this album has been unique in its own right, thus making the singles all successful! :)
I don't know why I'm suddenly rambling about music.
Maybe it's coz I'm deprived of interesting, date-able men right now haha!
So dry.....................
I have a confession to make.
I'm kind of craving a boyfriend right now. Dreaming of having someone to sleep with.. haha I'm not talking bout the sex, but just having an arm around you when you go to bed, the cuddles. Then again this could just be a momentary feeling.
Mehhhhh.
The men in the song are nice to look at, but the song itself is just mehhh, and the music video doesn't cut it as original to me. In fact I'm reminded of Lady Gaga's Alejandro, Christina Aguilera's Not Myself Tonight, and Kylie's Get Outta My Way. Sorry to all Madge fans out there, but I think she has done much more stellar work in the past...
Perhaps every artist has his or her prime in the spotlight. Like for example Adele is unstoppable right now. But that may not be the case in 5 years. I still like Gaga's music, but somehow her more recent music videos just don't seem to have the impact of Bad Romance or Born This Way. I hope she does something entirely different in her new album, because her songs are starting to sound the same.
An artist I think is still very current right now is Katy Perry. I mean, have you seen her music video for Part Of Me? Cool concept. Different. Memorable. Though the songs from her Teenage Dream album all kind of have the same ring to it, but so far each music video spawned from this album has been unique in its own right, thus making the singles all successful! :)
I don't know why I'm suddenly rambling about music.
Maybe it's coz I'm deprived of interesting, date-able men right now haha!
So dry.....................
I have a confession to make.
I'm kind of craving a boyfriend right now. Dreaming of having someone to sleep with.. haha I'm not talking bout the sex, but just having an arm around you when you go to bed, the cuddles. Then again this could just be a momentary feeling.
Mehhhhh.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Feeling Left Out
It's not a nice feeling to know that you're the odd one out.
Logged onto Facebook moments ago and saw that a friend of mine had posted pictures of a dinner get together the night before. Not a big group, but those who attended are the people I consider good friends, the people I hang with these days.
So I was surprised that I wasn't even informed that there was this dinner, let alone being invited to it.
Oh well.........
I know I'm not exactly a chirpy little social bird and I'm not the happening out going type, so maybe that's why they didn't even think of asking me to go.
It hurts I guess, not because the dinner was anything special. In fact, I think I would have been slightly bored staying out all night. But it's just not a nice feeling to find out that I'm being left out of the gang that I thought I was part of.
No worries, I'm kind of a single minded and independent individual anyway. I will just swipe this off and put on a happy face when I see them tomorrow. LOL.
On another note, I should be focusing on assignments. So much to do!!!!!! :(
Logged onto Facebook moments ago and saw that a friend of mine had posted pictures of a dinner get together the night before. Not a big group, but those who attended are the people I consider good friends, the people I hang with these days.
So I was surprised that I wasn't even informed that there was this dinner, let alone being invited to it.
Oh well.........
I know I'm not exactly a chirpy little social bird and I'm not the happening out going type, so maybe that's why they didn't even think of asking me to go.
It hurts I guess, not because the dinner was anything special. In fact, I think I would have been slightly bored staying out all night. But it's just not a nice feeling to find out that I'm being left out of the gang that I thought I was part of.
No worries, I'm kind of a single minded and independent individual anyway. I will just swipe this off and put on a happy face when I see them tomorrow. LOL.
On another note, I should be focusing on assignments. So much to do!!!!!! :(
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Gay Enough
The motivation to blog is decreasing week by week.
There's just nothing exciting to write about lately.
No hot guys that I'm crushing over.
Not having fun with random guys so no juicy details to spill.
Somehow I don't feel like it anymore.
Perhaps I'm craving for something more...
Still don't think I'm relationship material,
I would be the worst boyfriend ever..
but I guess I sort of maybe wanna you know... date.
Hahahahaha.......
Maybe it's the idea of having something more constant or stable.
Like instead of having sex with so many guys once or twice,
I might be into the idea of doing it with only 1 guy.... repeatedly.
But so far no one has caught my eye,
Perhaps I'm setting the bar too high.
Or maybe I'm just not appealing enough,
Or that I come off cold or too tough.
Is there such a thing as not looking or acting gay enough,
Therefore all the gay guys think I'm not into that kind of stuff.
For those of you who know me, or have seen or met me,
Do I register as gay on your radar?
Should I gay it up a little more haha...
Or maybe I'm just way too closeted for the untrained eye to notice........
Just some thoughts for the night...
There's just nothing exciting to write about lately.
No hot guys that I'm crushing over.
Not having fun with random guys so no juicy details to spill.
Somehow I don't feel like it anymore.
Perhaps I'm craving for something more...
Still don't think I'm relationship material,
I would be the worst boyfriend ever..
but I guess I sort of maybe wanna you know... date.
Hahahahaha.......
Maybe it's the idea of having something more constant or stable.
Like instead of having sex with so many guys once or twice,
I might be into the idea of doing it with only 1 guy.... repeatedly.
But so far no one has caught my eye,
Perhaps I'm setting the bar too high.
Or maybe I'm just not appealing enough,
Or that I come off cold or too tough.
Is there such a thing as not looking or acting gay enough,
Therefore all the gay guys think I'm not into that kind of stuff.
For those of you who know me, or have seen or met me,
Do I register as gay on your radar?
Should I gay it up a little more haha...
Or maybe I'm just way too closeted for the untrained eye to notice........
Just some thoughts for the night...
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