Just watched a really interesting short gay film on YouTube.
Have you ever wondered why the doors in public toilet stalls are like cut or short, meaning the length of the door does not go all the way to the floor, nor is it that high up at the top?
Well, watch this to find out haha :)
It's about a very horny teenager... and you know what that means!
If you want to see the juicy bits, fast forward to around 8:00 (skin alert!) and another one at 10:30 (hot!), but you must watch from the beginning to understand the story.
In some ways, this story is kind of close to the heart... I think many of us can relate to it right? hehehe watch and see if you have experienced something similar :P
Opening text
I will always love you my dear... I promise I will wait for you!
song
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Lackluster
Just watched Madonna's latest music video for Girl Gone Wild and honestly I don't feel the wow factor.
The men in the song are nice to look at, but the song itself is just mehhh, and the music video doesn't cut it as original to me. In fact I'm reminded of Lady Gaga's Alejandro, Christina Aguilera's Not Myself Tonight, and Kylie's Get Outta My Way. Sorry to all Madge fans out there, but I think she has done much more stellar work in the past...
Perhaps every artist has his or her prime in the spotlight. Like for example Adele is unstoppable right now. But that may not be the case in 5 years. I still like Gaga's music, but somehow her more recent music videos just don't seem to have the impact of Bad Romance or Born This Way. I hope she does something entirely different in her new album, because her songs are starting to sound the same.
An artist I think is still very current right now is Katy Perry. I mean, have you seen her music video for Part Of Me? Cool concept. Different. Memorable. Though the songs from her Teenage Dream album all kind of have the same ring to it, but so far each music video spawned from this album has been unique in its own right, thus making the singles all successful! :)
I don't know why I'm suddenly rambling about music.
Maybe it's coz I'm deprived of interesting, date-able men right now haha!
So dry.....................
I have a confession to make.
I'm kind of craving a boyfriend right now. Dreaming of having someone to sleep with.. haha I'm not talking bout the sex, but just having an arm around you when you go to bed, the cuddles. Then again this could just be a momentary feeling.
Mehhhhh.
The men in the song are nice to look at, but the song itself is just mehhh, and the music video doesn't cut it as original to me. In fact I'm reminded of Lady Gaga's Alejandro, Christina Aguilera's Not Myself Tonight, and Kylie's Get Outta My Way. Sorry to all Madge fans out there, but I think she has done much more stellar work in the past...
Perhaps every artist has his or her prime in the spotlight. Like for example Adele is unstoppable right now. But that may not be the case in 5 years. I still like Gaga's music, but somehow her more recent music videos just don't seem to have the impact of Bad Romance or Born This Way. I hope she does something entirely different in her new album, because her songs are starting to sound the same.
An artist I think is still very current right now is Katy Perry. I mean, have you seen her music video for Part Of Me? Cool concept. Different. Memorable. Though the songs from her Teenage Dream album all kind of have the same ring to it, but so far each music video spawned from this album has been unique in its own right, thus making the singles all successful! :)
I don't know why I'm suddenly rambling about music.
Maybe it's coz I'm deprived of interesting, date-able men right now haha!
So dry.....................
I have a confession to make.
I'm kind of craving a boyfriend right now. Dreaming of having someone to sleep with.. haha I'm not talking bout the sex, but just having an arm around you when you go to bed, the cuddles. Then again this could just be a momentary feeling.
Mehhhhh.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Feeling Left Out
It's not a nice feeling to know that you're the odd one out.
Logged onto Facebook moments ago and saw that a friend of mine had posted pictures of a dinner get together the night before. Not a big group, but those who attended are the people I consider good friends, the people I hang with these days.
So I was surprised that I wasn't even informed that there was this dinner, let alone being invited to it.
Oh well.........
I know I'm not exactly a chirpy little social bird and I'm not the happening out going type, so maybe that's why they didn't even think of asking me to go.
It hurts I guess, not because the dinner was anything special. In fact, I think I would have been slightly bored staying out all night. But it's just not a nice feeling to find out that I'm being left out of the gang that I thought I was part of.
No worries, I'm kind of a single minded and independent individual anyway. I will just swipe this off and put on a happy face when I see them tomorrow. LOL.
On another note, I should be focusing on assignments. So much to do!!!!!! :(
Logged onto Facebook moments ago and saw that a friend of mine had posted pictures of a dinner get together the night before. Not a big group, but those who attended are the people I consider good friends, the people I hang with these days.
So I was surprised that I wasn't even informed that there was this dinner, let alone being invited to it.
Oh well.........
I know I'm not exactly a chirpy little social bird and I'm not the happening out going type, so maybe that's why they didn't even think of asking me to go.
It hurts I guess, not because the dinner was anything special. In fact, I think I would have been slightly bored staying out all night. But it's just not a nice feeling to find out that I'm being left out of the gang that I thought I was part of.
No worries, I'm kind of a single minded and independent individual anyway. I will just swipe this off and put on a happy face when I see them tomorrow. LOL.
On another note, I should be focusing on assignments. So much to do!!!!!! :(
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Gay Enough
The motivation to blog is decreasing week by week.
There's just nothing exciting to write about lately.
No hot guys that I'm crushing over.
Not having fun with random guys so no juicy details to spill.
Somehow I don't feel like it anymore.
Perhaps I'm craving for something more...
Still don't think I'm relationship material,
I would be the worst boyfriend ever..
but I guess I sort of maybe wanna you know... date.
Hahahahaha.......
Maybe it's the idea of having something more constant or stable.
Like instead of having sex with so many guys once or twice,
I might be into the idea of doing it with only 1 guy.... repeatedly.
But so far no one has caught my eye,
Perhaps I'm setting the bar too high.
Or maybe I'm just not appealing enough,
Or that I come off cold or too tough.
Is there such a thing as not looking or acting gay enough,
Therefore all the gay guys think I'm not into that kind of stuff.
For those of you who know me, or have seen or met me,
Do I register as gay on your radar?
Should I gay it up a little more haha...
Or maybe I'm just way too closeted for the untrained eye to notice........
Just some thoughts for the night...
There's just nothing exciting to write about lately.
No hot guys that I'm crushing over.
Not having fun with random guys so no juicy details to spill.
Somehow I don't feel like it anymore.
Perhaps I'm craving for something more...
Still don't think I'm relationship material,
I would be the worst boyfriend ever..
but I guess I sort of maybe wanna you know... date.
Hahahahaha.......
Maybe it's the idea of having something more constant or stable.
Like instead of having sex with so many guys once or twice,
I might be into the idea of doing it with only 1 guy.... repeatedly.
But so far no one has caught my eye,
Perhaps I'm setting the bar too high.
Or maybe I'm just not appealing enough,
Or that I come off cold or too tough.
Is there such a thing as not looking or acting gay enough,
Therefore all the gay guys think I'm not into that kind of stuff.
For those of you who know me, or have seen or met me,
Do I register as gay on your radar?
Should I gay it up a little more haha...
Or maybe I'm just way too closeted for the untrained eye to notice........
Just some thoughts for the night...
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
When History Comes Back to Haunt Me
It's the start of a new semester, and upon discovering some unexpected news yesterday, my heart dropped to my stomach, and my immediate thought was 'Oohhhhhh fucckkkk!!!!!'.
Guess who's back in my life.... ERIC. For those who have been reading my blog since 2010, you will know that there's only 1 Eric I talk about here (Not the blogger).
Long story short, he is a senior that I had a major crush on, and I ended up doing some really disturbing things to him... such as stalking his Facebook, sending deluded emo letters. My biggest regret was forcing him into a corner and making him admit he's gay. Whenever I say I've done some crazy shit in the past, I refer to this incident.
For those who are interested to know the details of my hall of shame, kindly refer to the posts from July 2010 to September 2010. I think the peak of the craziness was August.
So yeah... basically things just got SUPER awkward after that. I can't even look at him in the eye anymore. Whenever we bump into each other in campus, I will look away as I walk past him. Guess I'm humiliated by my past actions.Thankfully we rarely meet, maybe a couple of times each semester.
But thanks to certain events which I will not disclose, we will be seeing each other a lot this sem. Like 3 times each week, on official matters. Luckily it will be a whole class so I hope I won't have to actually speak to him.
I guess we all have some sort of regrets in life, and this is definitely mine.
Oh well.........
Guess who's back in my life.... ERIC. For those who have been reading my blog since 2010, you will know that there's only 1 Eric I talk about here (Not the blogger).
Long story short, he is a senior that I had a major crush on, and I ended up doing some really disturbing things to him... such as stalking his Facebook, sending deluded emo letters. My biggest regret was forcing him into a corner and making him admit he's gay. Whenever I say I've done some crazy shit in the past, I refer to this incident.
For those who are interested to know the details of my hall of shame, kindly refer to the posts from July 2010 to September 2010. I think the peak of the craziness was August.
So yeah... basically things just got SUPER awkward after that. I can't even look at him in the eye anymore. Whenever we bump into each other in campus, I will look away as I walk past him. Guess I'm humiliated by my past actions.Thankfully we rarely meet, maybe a couple of times each semester.
But thanks to certain events which I will not disclose, we will be seeing each other a lot this sem. Like 3 times each week, on official matters. Luckily it will be a whole class so I hope I won't have to actually speak to him.
I guess we all have some sort of regrets in life, and this is definitely mine.
Oh well.........
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Bukkake
I'm back :)
OK if you don't know what Bukkake is, you are either way too innocent or have no access to the Internet or pornography. And no, I'm not referring to the Bukkake of serving noodles. It's the explicit kind.
A little info and history here...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bukkake_%28sex_act%29
So any of you guys ever had the fantasy to be in one? I definitely have and would love to be the center piece or "victim" haha!! Getting cummed on by a group of men is an incredible turn on, for me at least. And I guess this would constitute as safe sex, since there is no penetration involved.
It's just like a circle jerk, but instead of having everyone cum on themselves, now everyone makes a circle and cums on one person!
Another turn-on on a lesser degree would be also to have a circle jerk but in the end, everyone cums in a wine glass (or similar transparent container) and we accumulate up all the cum into a large volume! Then maybe pour it over someone hahahaha! Of course this would require good targeting skills from the participants haha :P Those who have watch porn on this will know what I mean ;)
I know this is crazy and spontaneous, but I feel like throwing such a party haha. Bukkake I mean.
Anyone interested just drop me a mail jboy@live.com.my and if I have the free time and able to find a suitable time and place, then it's all systems go!!
It's not considered sex if there's no penetration, so don't worry hahaha!
OK if you don't know what Bukkake is, you are either way too innocent or have no access to the Internet or pornography. And no, I'm not referring to the Bukkake of serving noodles. It's the explicit kind.
A little info and history here...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bukkake_%28sex_act%29
So any of you guys ever had the fantasy to be in one? I definitely have and would love to be the center piece or "victim" haha!! Getting cummed on by a group of men is an incredible turn on, for me at least. And I guess this would constitute as safe sex, since there is no penetration involved.
It's just like a circle jerk, but instead of having everyone cum on themselves, now everyone makes a circle and cums on one person!
Another turn-on on a lesser degree would be also to have a circle jerk but in the end, everyone cums in a wine glass (or similar transparent container) and we accumulate up all the cum into a large volume! Then maybe pour it over someone hahahaha! Of course this would require good targeting skills from the participants haha :P Those who have watch porn on this will know what I mean ;)
I know this is crazy and spontaneous, but I feel like throwing such a party haha. Bukkake I mean.
Anyone interested just drop me a mail jboy@live.com.my and if I have the free time and able to find a suitable time and place, then it's all systems go!!
It's not considered sex if there's no penetration, so don't worry hahaha!
Saturday, February 11, 2012
The Dreaded V
Haha it's just around the corner, so I'm surprised no one has really mentioned it yet.
The much dreaded V. If you think about it, many things that we dislike/hate/fear begin with the letter 'V'. Examples:
Vomit
Vulnerability
Violence
Villan (nobody likes the bad guy)
Vacant (empty, lonely)
Vague (when someone is hiding something from us)
Vanished (when you can't find something you really need)
Variable (when you're craving for some constancy in life)
Victim (when you fall prey)
Venom (when you're bitten by a snake)
Vegetables (applies to meat lovers/carnivores)
Vampire (applies if you're a Lycan)
Vagina (LOL, nuff said)
If you still haven't guessed what I'm talking about, here's a Virtual slap hahaha :P
Yes for all of us Singletons out there, this is the day where we become oh so conscious of our relationship status. Despite being very comfortable as an independent, solo, individual, and constantly advocating how life can be so much less complicating being a soloist to your own musical, I can't help but feel uneasy on this day.
I know it's just a 'holiday' that corporations came up with in order to sell greeting cards, roses and chocolates, but still it plays with your head a little... like a reminder that there's something not quite right about me for remaining single on this day yet again for over 20 years.
You know I'm actually glad that it falls on a Tuesday. Then everyone will have to work/go to class and so there won't be much time to make a big deal out of it. Maybe just a fancy dinner and some extra special sex to mark the occasion, then it's off to bed early to get ready for the next day. Hahaha I'm evil I know :P
OK I don't want to be bitter. For those who are attached, I hope you will enjoy yourselves!!
P.S. Don't choke on the heart shaped chocolates :P
<3
The much dreaded V. If you think about it, many things that we dislike/hate/fear begin with the letter 'V'. Examples:
Vomit
Vulnerability
Violence
Villan (nobody likes the bad guy)
Vacant (empty, lonely)
Vague (when someone is hiding something from us)
Vanished (when you can't find something you really need)
Variable (when you're craving for some constancy in life)
Victim (when you fall prey)
Venom (when you're bitten by a snake)
Vegetables (applies to meat lovers/carnivores)
Vampire (applies if you're a Lycan)
Vagina (LOL, nuff said)
If you still haven't guessed what I'm talking about, here's a Virtual slap hahaha :P
Yes for all of us Singletons out there, this is the day where we become oh so conscious of our relationship status. Despite being very comfortable as an independent, solo, individual, and constantly advocating how life can be so much less complicating being a soloist to your own musical, I can't help but feel uneasy on this day.
I know it's just a 'holiday' that corporations came up with in order to sell greeting cards, roses and chocolates, but still it plays with your head a little... like a reminder that there's something not quite right about me for remaining single on this day yet again for over 20 years.
You know I'm actually glad that it falls on a Tuesday. Then everyone will have to work/go to class and so there won't be much time to make a big deal out of it. Maybe just a fancy dinner and some extra special sex to mark the occasion, then it's off to bed early to get ready for the next day. Hahaha I'm evil I know :P
OK I don't want to be bitter. For those who are attached, I hope you will enjoy yourselves!!
P.S. Don't choke on the heart shaped chocolates :P
<3
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