The Crying Game

I just cried. In my room. Alone. Pathetic.

An hour ago everything was fine. It just takes one incident to trigger the sadness. Then I start thinking about other sad things. Before you know it, you get overwhelmed with self pity and out comes the water works.

The eyes get red and the warm tears start running everywhere. The worst part is when the mucus builds up and the airway gets congested, so you have to start gasping for air like a panting dog. It's an ugly sight. No wonder I choose to cry only when alone.

But I do feel so much better after calming down and drying up. You may think it's emo and weak to sob, personally I think it's therapeutic and a way of dealing and managing your own emotions. Not that I cry every other day... it happens maybe like once a month or two? Not sure what the exact figure is. I don't keep track. It just happens.

Don't wanna talk about why I cried. Not blogging about my problems. Now that I think about it, it's not that big of a deal. Just caught in a moment I guess.

Good nite.