It has come to my attention that someone I know hasn't been entirely honest, and in fact to a lot of people.
I think it's pretty common for us to have several sides to our character. I mean, when you're with this group of friends you behave a certain way and hide certain things about yourself, and when you're with another gang you show another side, if you know what I mean...
Even being an anonymous blogger, not many of you know who I really am, or how I look like.. My character as J-boy may or may not be very different from who I am in real life, even though I've stressed many times that everything I blog about has been true. And yeah, generally being gay, many of us seem to have adopted a double identity in a way, whether we do it consciously or not.
But then there are some extreme cases. Some people are just plain nut jobs. Creating completely different identities and selling them to other people. Very much like an actor that's convinced he's actually the character that he's portraying. Double or perhaps even triple identity. Super creepy.
You may think you are being careful, but eventually the truth comes out. I KNOW. And other people are going to find out as well. Not sure what your intentions are, but it makes me sick to realize just how manipulative and twisted your mind is. I don't understand why you have to lie to such an extent. It's disturbing.
I KNOW.
You better watch your ass because you've just woken the cobra.
The cobra is me by the way hahaha :P
I think there are different sides of us that we portray to different groups of people. I mean, you can't be that crazy flirty bimbo at the clubs on the weekends, when you're at the office right? But if it's too extreme, then it starts getting too creepy. Think psycopath-creepy.
ReplyDeleteHaving different sides is normal, but some people pretend or act dishonest in an attempt to manipulate or trick them.. I recently found such a person... and yeah, it's kind of psychopathic :O
DeleteThose double faces people quite annoying especially they get what they want by using and hurting people with good acting skills.
ReplyDeleteMost closet gays live in double identities (I assume).I prefer to say I'm wearing many or different masks infront of people, have to choose which one to wear in different gang..lol
haha I like your philosophy about the masks... Yeah I think I have several masks too :P
DeleteHahaha..thanks..that's why my blog name got masks..
DeleteWho ? What this fellow done to you ?
ReplyDeletelove u cutie !
DeleteAgree with ChenXing....hmmm...as if something just happened or just been 'unearth'
DeleteYes, something has been unearthed..
DeleteCX I will tell you when I get the chance ;)
ur a sexy cobra !
ReplyDeletetoday was deepavali , so me pergi my bf punya rumah . makan , lepas itu masuk bilik , and hug and snuggle ....
ReplyDeleteAwww you have a bf? how sweet ;)
DeleteMaybe you are dealing with a psychopath? Not all psychopaths run around and kill people you know, and since they are devoid of any real emotions,maybe all this lieing and double identity shit is more like a game to them.
ReplyDeleteyeah I have a feeling he's one... I just need to stay alert now.. he doesn't come off as a threat to me, I just feel... somewhat cheated now that I know the truth
DeleteYou have awaken the cobra~
ReplyDeleteOoo... double meaning tu... hehe
hahahahaha LOL!!
DeleteCobra that likes to go into lubang right :P
hi sexgod, ok, today i will be kinda serious , bcoz i need your help to solve my friends problem , hope you can share it in ur blog .The following is his question :
ReplyDeleteI met this boy when i was in college in kl . At first we started out as friends , and then we grew to become closer friends . This boy is a banana (cant speak chinese), thus he was very close to me . As we entered our 3rd year , I began to notice that he will get excited when I talked about guys having sex and those type of stuff .Btw , he was a fit person , and I was (then)a fat person , So i knew , he will never like me . One day , he called me to go back to his house in his hometown during sem breaK. When we were sleeping together on the same bed , he got horny and we started some heavy stuff like fondling , frotting , but No anal sex .That event sparked a relationship that entered a sexual boundary . As time went on , I became concious of myself and LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT and became fit , so that i can "please" him better . He started to be very affectionate to me , calling me his pet and his doggy , and I must admit i fell deeply in love . As time passed , we graduated and are now working in seperate states , but call each other every night .I began to feel that i want more , i want to kiss him , but he doesnt kiss me on the mouth .And he keeps telling me he meets hot guys in his workplace and this makes me kinda jealous .When i jokingly tell him that i want to enter a real relationship with another guy , he gets angry .But THEN , WHY DOES HE TELL ME HE FEELS ANOTHER GUY AT WORK IS HOT AND HE SOMETIMES WISHES TO FUCK HIM ?
My question is , Must i continue this relationship ?, bcoz i love him so much . BTW , HE IS NOT FIT ANYMORE , AND IS JUST AN AVERAGE PERSON , but i love him for all his flaws . Were both NOT the same race btw .
i TRY MY BEST TO GET FIT AND LOOK GOOD JUST FOR HIM , but he doesnt do the same .Please advice .
ooi dear,this is heavy and serious indeed....
Deletewho's this friend of yours? Judging from how detailed you know about it, it sounds more like your own issue... Seriously I don't even know whether you're being truthful..
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