Haha so instead of calling familiar fair skin guy from the gym as Snow White, let's just stick with Snow because it's less emasculating.
I went to the gym on Wednesday hoping to see him again. I was there by 7 but he was no where to be seen. Feeling a little disappointed I proceeded to the treadmill. When I was done, I headed back to the locker room to get my bottle, and right at the entrance as I was walking in, he came out!
He was smiling for some reason, not at me, because he was already smiling as he was walking out, it just melted my heart into a puddle. Wearing a tight purple shirt that showed off his bulging muscles, it made me want to sigh in delight like a fan girl LOL. He's easily one of the hottest guys at the gym that night.
Unfortunately it was time for class so I went into the studio, and he was out doing weights. Every now and then I would glance out the studio's glass wall to see what he was doing.... but he wasn't looking in..... When class was done, I couldn't find him outside so I went into the locker room. He had already showered and was packing to leave. Bummer...... But in that second when I walked past him, he looked at me again. Eye contact, brief but sweet. (Vincent, this is another sign of gayness you can add to the list: A guy that looks at all the other guys that goes in and out of the locker room. :P)
So, conclusion is.... I'm quite sure he's gay, but he doesn't seem interested in me at all. Oh well........ he's too hot and muscular and cute and fair skinned for me anyway......
Time to sulk in a corner for a while, then move on hahaha. Hope to see him at the gym again though :P
XOXO
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Saturday, September 22, 2012
H&M!!!!!!!!!
Like a magical signal had been emitted from the heart of Bukit Bintang, all (ok fine, most) gays and fashionistas flocked towards this signal in synchrony... otherwise known as the grand opening of H&M in Malaysia!! And like a droid, I found myself succumbing to materialistic temptation and waiting in line outside the store like all the other eager shoppers to be among the first day's batch of Malaysians and tourists to browse through the store! I wonder if anyone of you spotted me? I was in huge shades and a blue and black thin stripped T-shirt looking oh so gay LOL.
It's not really about buying and spending excessively because I have to watch my wallet, but it was more about the excitement of seeing the collection and imagery. The store was beautiful and bright, the clothes were plentiful. And I gotta say, H&M Malaysia is actually better than H&M Singapore in terms of number of choices (Men's department lah, not sure about Ladies coz I didn't go there), I felt like there was more stuff here. But not everything is suited to my taste, and to be honest the price of some items were actually still not cheap, even though H&M is supposed to be relatively more affordable than other high end stuff. But that didn't stop me from buying a casual T-shirt and a slightly more formal buttoned long sleeve shirt! :D
The best part of being at H&M? The crowd haha!! If you just look around the men's floor, it is so obvious that the number of gays outnumber the straights. OK maybe some are metrosexuals, but they still make excellent eye candy. And so many guys were eyeing me, including a muscular hunk that was just a few people ahead of me in the line to the fitting room, he kept turning back to look at me *blush*! I had just as much fun checking out the guys as I did checking out the clothes.
I know some of you will think, sigh it's just all hype and stuff, H&M is so overrated etc, but I bet that you too will be visiting the store some time this year! Otherwise you're just an outdated turtle ;)
XOXO
It's not really about buying and spending excessively because I have to watch my wallet, but it was more about the excitement of seeing the collection and imagery. The store was beautiful and bright, the clothes were plentiful. And I gotta say, H&M Malaysia is actually better than H&M Singapore in terms of number of choices (Men's department lah, not sure about Ladies coz I didn't go there), I felt like there was more stuff here. But not everything is suited to my taste, and to be honest the price of some items were actually still not cheap, even though H&M is supposed to be relatively more affordable than other high end stuff. But that didn't stop me from buying a casual T-shirt and a slightly more formal buttoned long sleeve shirt! :D
The best part of being at H&M? The crowd haha!! If you just look around the men's floor, it is so obvious that the number of gays outnumber the straights. OK maybe some are metrosexuals, but they still make excellent eye candy. And so many guys were eyeing me, including a muscular hunk that was just a few people ahead of me in the line to the fitting room, he kept turning back to look at me *blush*! I had just as much fun checking out the guys as I did checking out the clothes.
I know some of you will think, sigh it's just all hype and stuff, H&M is so overrated etc, but I bet that you too will be visiting the store some time this year! Otherwise you're just an outdated turtle ;)
XOXO
Thursday, September 20, 2012
New Gym, but Same Hottie!!
Woooooohhh some spice has just been brought back into my life!! :)
As I've mentioned before, I've changed to a different gym last month. Contemplated for quite a while before I made the move, but in the end I think I made the right choice. The staff here is much friendlier, the equipment range is wider (though still not really enough in quantity because the number of members is shooting up, especially after work hours), better security with the wrist band magnetic locker system, free hot beverages and computers to surf the net while letting the muscles rest a bit before you torture them again haha! Oh yeah and the price is cheaper! :)
The cons would probably be not as many classes as the previous gym, and no free towel service. But the management promised to bring in more classes as they expand and find out what the members want. What I like about this company is that they are very customer oriented, at least so far they are because they are new in the market and keen to impress :P
NOW LET'S TALK ABOUT THE CROWD, because that's probably all you readers care about right!!!
And by crowd, I mean the GUYS (Duhhh haha). Initially I didn't see many when the gym first opened, but gradually more and more yummies appeared. I noticed it's quite a young crowd, like high school boys coming in groups, quite annoying at times because they come in large gangs and hog the equipment and talk really loudly like they own the place, but pretty hot nevertheless. I think these are like the jocks of their schools.... for them to start gymming that early and being so conscious about muscles and appearance is pretty cool actually. I have a feeling some are Plu, though can't really tell because they are so young (I sound old...). And my radar is unreliable.
Also pretty international compared to the previous gym. Quite a few Middle Eastern guys, hairy at all the right places hahaha... And today I saw a couple of Caucasians too. So far majority of the crowd look pretty fit. Quite a number of aunties too, but they mostly do milder cardio stuff so I won't need to compete with them for the machines and equipment :P
Today I saw this super cute hot guy with fair skin like Snow White that was from my previous gym!!! According to Danny quite a few members have shifted to this gym, so I guess I shouldn't be surprised haha! He definitely noticed me, and probably remembers me because I used to check him out and give long stares at the old gym LOL. He looks buffer now. And I saw him shirtless draped in a towel!! Definitely getting a Plu vibe, because he was chatting with 2 younger friends in the locker room about partying, and those friends DEFINITELY SCREAM GAY by the way they dress and look! But I'm soooo out of my game, I don't really know what to do to get his attention, so I decided to just forget about it LOL. It's easier that way *yawns like old, retired player on a lazy chair*
But today he definitely noticed me, probably coz I looked familiar. Let's see if I run into him again.
I kind of wanna find out his name so that I can stalk his fb profile. I happen to be damn good at hunting people down on the Internet. Ohhh NO.... I'm getting all crazy again!! Don't worry, I'm much more mature now *cough cough*
XOXO
As I've mentioned before, I've changed to a different gym last month. Contemplated for quite a while before I made the move, but in the end I think I made the right choice. The staff here is much friendlier, the equipment range is wider (though still not really enough in quantity because the number of members is shooting up, especially after work hours), better security with the wrist band magnetic locker system, free hot beverages and computers to surf the net while letting the muscles rest a bit before you torture them again haha! Oh yeah and the price is cheaper! :)
The cons would probably be not as many classes as the previous gym, and no free towel service. But the management promised to bring in more classes as they expand and find out what the members want. What I like about this company is that they are very customer oriented, at least so far they are because they are new in the market and keen to impress :P
NOW LET'S TALK ABOUT THE CROWD, because that's probably all you readers care about right!!!
And by crowd, I mean the GUYS (Duhhh haha). Initially I didn't see many when the gym first opened, but gradually more and more yummies appeared. I noticed it's quite a young crowd, like high school boys coming in groups, quite annoying at times because they come in large gangs and hog the equipment and talk really loudly like they own the place, but pretty hot nevertheless. I think these are like the jocks of their schools.... for them to start gymming that early and being so conscious about muscles and appearance is pretty cool actually. I have a feeling some are Plu, though can't really tell because they are so young (I sound old...). And my radar is unreliable.
Also pretty international compared to the previous gym. Quite a few Middle Eastern guys, hairy at all the right places hahaha... And today I saw a couple of Caucasians too. So far majority of the crowd look pretty fit. Quite a number of aunties too, but they mostly do milder cardio stuff so I won't need to compete with them for the machines and equipment :P
Today I saw this super cute hot guy with fair skin like Snow White that was from my previous gym!!! According to Danny quite a few members have shifted to this gym, so I guess I shouldn't be surprised haha! He definitely noticed me, and probably remembers me because I used to check him out and give long stares at the old gym LOL. He looks buffer now. And I saw him shirtless draped in a towel!! Definitely getting a Plu vibe, because he was chatting with 2 younger friends in the locker room about partying, and those friends DEFINITELY SCREAM GAY by the way they dress and look! But I'm soooo out of my game, I don't really know what to do to get his attention, so I decided to just forget about it LOL. It's easier that way *yawns like old, retired player on a lazy chair*
But today he definitely noticed me, probably coz I looked familiar. Let's see if I run into him again.
I kind of wanna find out his name so that I can stalk his fb profile. I happen to be damn good at hunting people down on the Internet. Ohhh NO.... I'm getting all crazy again!! Don't worry, I'm much more mature now *cough cough*
XOXO
Monday, September 10, 2012
What Happens In Vegas,......
Hey guys I'm home!!!
I spent so much time away that when I reached home it felt weird, like even parts of my room didn't seem familiar LOL, as if I've forgotten where I was and what my life used to be. Haha thank goodness that weirdness has passed and I've settled back to my Malaysian identity again. I MISSED the FOOD here so so much!!
It has been awesome breaking away from stagnant routines and living differently, even if it were only for a short while. Will not disclose exactly where I went to (note: Not Vegas) because I'm still paranoid that some of you will figure out who I really am haha.... but I think some of you will know la, or chat me up on fb if you want ;)
I know I said I was gonna stay away from saunas and sex for a while, but I couldn't resist checking out the gay scene when in a foreign country.... I mean which gay guy wouldn't want to check out the localmeat men right?
So I did some research and found 2 saunas in my area, so I paid a visit to both haha. The first place I went to provided an INTERESTING experience, and by interesting, I mean totally horrifying. The facilities were decent, with jacuzzi, glory holes and S&M room and the place was much more spacious than Malaysian saunas, but I went at a wrong time. Saunas there typically open from 11am till late night, and I saw on their website that lunch time had a good crowd, so that was exactly when I visited the place. Bad decision!! :O :O :O
Turns out the lunch crowd was 98% senior citizens, and I made up the remaining 2% hahahaha.. And by SENIOR, I mean old enough to be my grandfather. Picture old, chubby white haired men with saggy skin and wrinkles over their face. To make things worse, it was the NUDE DAY, so towels had to be over the shoulders.... I was so put off I wasn't even close to getting hard. But since I had already paid to enter, I actually stayed there for like 2 hours haha, just watching porn in the video lounge and hoping someone younger would show up (didn't happen LOL). Several of these gentlemen actually came up to me and asked if they could suck me off, and in my head I was like WHOA*#&@*$^*@#@*&$, but because they were soooo senior I had to politely turn off their offer. @_@
After being severely traumatized, I turned to Jack'd for guys that were more of my taste. Not that many guys on Jack'd, and Asians are a minority here.... so we are not exactly fancied in general. Only locals with an acquired taste would seek Asians. And I met up with one such 28 year old that was very much in my liking! Went to his apartment in the heart of the city and did the deed. My very first taste of Caucasian meat. And I gotta say, after seeing several hard dicks in saunas throughout my trip here, I can say Caucasians are bigger than Asians, or Malaysians from my experience. I know that's generalization, but based on what I saw, it's true!!
After this guy, there wasn't really any other decent guy that messaged me on Jack'd. Actually most of the messages I got were from other Asians staying there. And there was this 1 guy, a China native studying there that really caught my eye. He had the typical charming, leng zhai look, definitely not lala type... he looked mature and sexy, but still had this youthfulness about him. And he was kind of a hipster. Not the typical China man, he conversed in decent English and had traveled to US and Europe. Obviously from a wealthy family. And I later found out he's the type that likes to wear all those high end fashion branded stuff, which put me off a little because I find that generally guys that dress so preppy and over the top are superficial and appear way too gay (or bottomish).
But the conversations we had were so nice that I was willing to look past his wardrobe. FYI we didn't meet for sex. Every now and then you find someone on Jack'd that's worth more than sex. Or so I thought. I became pretty emotionally invested in him, but unfortunately after a few days of whatsapping he started to become cold, ie the replies were often delayed and short, so I already got the hint that he was no longer interested in me. Mehhhh. This is why I hate love and relationships, and getting all mushy and clingy and hopeful......
But deep down I should have known that no good would come out of it. I mean, I was only in that country for a holiday, pretty soon I would return to Malaysia, then what? There's no way a relationship could start from such a short exposure period. Maybe it was being lonely in a foreign country that made me uncharacteristically hopeful and open to the idea of love. Well, I'm Wide Awake now hahaha.
Oh yeah, so there was this 2nd sauna that I checked out on a Sunday, which is the busiest day of the week. And thank god, finally the crowd was much more young and sexy, I was ogling at all the hot bods!! This place also had a jacuzzi and a SWIMMING POOL! Obviously I didn't get into any of the pools in fear of the cleanliness and picking up some infection. Unfortunately Asians are also the minorities at saunas, so I wasn't really catching a lot of bait. It took me a while to observe and adjust to the etiquette there, and eventually I landed a decent guy. Apparently many guys that go to saunas in this country are not fully gay, in fact these venues are considered a place where men have sex with like minded men, rather than being labelled as a gay sauna. So this guy that I was with, I got the vibe that he wasn't comfortable being gay, because he said he was really horny and wanted me to suck him off, which he then cummed quickly, thanked me and left before I even started on myself. He didn't wanted to suck or even touch my junk haha. Pretty lackluster that I had to finish by myself with his load of cum over my chest. But yeah, Caucasian sausages definitely provide a mouthful haha!
I'm glad I had a slice of the local PLU culture while being there. Before coming home, I even bought a GAY magazine with lots of pictures as a souvenir. Over there, these adult magazines are displayed publicly and sold in all major book and news stores, which I think is so open and cool.
So that wraps up my holiday report, hope you enjoyed it ;)
XOXO
I spent so much time away that when I reached home it felt weird, like even parts of my room didn't seem familiar LOL, as if I've forgotten where I was and what my life used to be. Haha thank goodness that weirdness has passed and I've settled back to my Malaysian identity again. I MISSED the FOOD here so so much!!
It has been awesome breaking away from stagnant routines and living differently, even if it were only for a short while. Will not disclose exactly where I went to (note: Not Vegas) because I'm still paranoid that some of you will figure out who I really am haha.... but I think some of you will know la, or chat me up on fb if you want ;)
I know I said I was gonna stay away from saunas and sex for a while, but I couldn't resist checking out the gay scene when in a foreign country.... I mean which gay guy wouldn't want to check out the local
So I did some research and found 2 saunas in my area, so I paid a visit to both haha. The first place I went to provided an INTERESTING experience, and by interesting, I mean totally horrifying. The facilities were decent, with jacuzzi, glory holes and S&M room and the place was much more spacious than Malaysian saunas, but I went at a wrong time. Saunas there typically open from 11am till late night, and I saw on their website that lunch time had a good crowd, so that was exactly when I visited the place. Bad decision!! :O :O :O
Turns out the lunch crowd was 98% senior citizens, and I made up the remaining 2% hahahaha.. And by SENIOR, I mean old enough to be my grandfather. Picture old, chubby white haired men with saggy skin and wrinkles over their face. To make things worse, it was the NUDE DAY, so towels had to be over the shoulders.... I was so put off I wasn't even close to getting hard. But since I had already paid to enter, I actually stayed there for like 2 hours haha, just watching porn in the video lounge and hoping someone younger would show up (didn't happen LOL). Several of these gentlemen actually came up to me and asked if they could suck me off, and in my head I was like WHOA*#&@*$^*@#@*&$, but because they were soooo senior I had to politely turn off their offer. @_@
After being severely traumatized, I turned to Jack'd for guys that were more of my taste. Not that many guys on Jack'd, and Asians are a minority here.... so we are not exactly fancied in general. Only locals with an acquired taste would seek Asians. And I met up with one such 28 year old that was very much in my liking! Went to his apartment in the heart of the city and did the deed. My very first taste of Caucasian meat. And I gotta say, after seeing several hard dicks in saunas throughout my trip here, I can say Caucasians are bigger than Asians, or Malaysians from my experience. I know that's generalization, but based on what I saw, it's true!!
After this guy, there wasn't really any other decent guy that messaged me on Jack'd. Actually most of the messages I got were from other Asians staying there. And there was this 1 guy, a China native studying there that really caught my eye. He had the typical charming, leng zhai look, definitely not lala type... he looked mature and sexy, but still had this youthfulness about him. And he was kind of a hipster. Not the typical China man, he conversed in decent English and had traveled to US and Europe. Obviously from a wealthy family. And I later found out he's the type that likes to wear all those high end fashion branded stuff, which put me off a little because I find that generally guys that dress so preppy and over the top are superficial and appear way too gay (or bottomish).
But the conversations we had were so nice that I was willing to look past his wardrobe. FYI we didn't meet for sex. Every now and then you find someone on Jack'd that's worth more than sex. Or so I thought. I became pretty emotionally invested in him, but unfortunately after a few days of whatsapping he started to become cold, ie the replies were often delayed and short, so I already got the hint that he was no longer interested in me. Mehhhh. This is why I hate love and relationships, and getting all mushy and clingy and hopeful......
But deep down I should have known that no good would come out of it. I mean, I was only in that country for a holiday, pretty soon I would return to Malaysia, then what? There's no way a relationship could start from such a short exposure period. Maybe it was being lonely in a foreign country that made me uncharacteristically hopeful and open to the idea of love. Well, I'm Wide Awake now hahaha.
Oh yeah, so there was this 2nd sauna that I checked out on a Sunday, which is the busiest day of the week. And thank god, finally the crowd was much more young and sexy, I was ogling at all the hot bods!! This place also had a jacuzzi and a SWIMMING POOL! Obviously I didn't get into any of the pools in fear of the cleanliness and picking up some infection. Unfortunately Asians are also the minorities at saunas, so I wasn't really catching a lot of bait. It took me a while to observe and adjust to the etiquette there, and eventually I landed a decent guy. Apparently many guys that go to saunas in this country are not fully gay, in fact these venues are considered a place where men have sex with like minded men, rather than being labelled as a gay sauna. So this guy that I was with, I got the vibe that he wasn't comfortable being gay, because he said he was really horny and wanted me to suck him off, which he then cummed quickly, thanked me and left before I even started on myself. He didn't wanted to suck or even touch my junk haha. Pretty lackluster that I had to finish by myself with his load of cum over my chest. But yeah, Caucasian sausages definitely provide a mouthful haha!
I'm glad I had a slice of the local PLU culture while being there. Before coming home, I even bought a GAY magazine with lots of pictures as a souvenir. Over there, these adult magazines are displayed publicly and sold in all major book and news stores, which I think is so open and cool.
So that wraps up my holiday report, hope you enjoyed it ;)
XOXO
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Far Far Away
Hey bloggies!
Sorry for not updating lately. Currently at a place really far away from home, but geographically I'm actually closer to some of you *cough cough* Those who know will know what I mean ;P
Long story short, I'm on holiday and won't be back till the second week of September.
Just wanted to write something so that this page won't be dusty, and it's time for me to catch up on your blogs!! *reads away*
Till then,
XOXO
Sorry for not updating lately. Currently at a place really far away from home, but geographically I'm actually closer to some of you *cough cough* Those who know will know what I mean ;P
Long story short, I'm on holiday and won't be back till the second week of September.
Just wanted to write something so that this page won't be dusty, and it's time for me to catch up on your blogs!! *reads away*
Till then,
XOXO
Friday, August 17, 2012
Brokeback!
Haha I didn't actually break my back, but it sure hurts like crazy... my lower back has been stiff and sore since yesterday.
Before you jump to conclusions..... NO, it wasn't caused by an acrobatic three-way (though that sure would make hell of a story)... The real reason is actually lame.
I was at the gym on Tuesday, participating in a free training session. Oh yeah fyi I changed gyms recently, no longer going to the old place (Sorry Danny for never making it to your class!). So this trainer was teaching us how to do some weight exercises, involving the use of barbells and this heavy ball thingy with a handle on it. I actually had no idea what it's called... so I Googled image 'weight ball with handle at the gym' hahaha and ta-duh it appeared!! So it's actually called a Kettlebell (pic below)!! Haha still learning my gym lingo :P
The exercise was awkward. I picked the lightest one because my arms aren't that strong.. I think it was only 8 or 10kg, and yet I had the greatest difficulty trying to swing it. We were told to hold onto the handle with both hands, and then swing the ball all the way out front and then all the way back, going under the crotch, then between the legs and then thrusting back front. The trainer said we were supposed to use our hips and thigh strength to balance the weight, but obviously I was doing it wrong because I was only feeling the pull on my back. At that time it didn't seem to hurt so I just went with it.
The next morning, I was greeted with this horrible pain when I got up. Today it got a little better but still stiff at certain spots. Have been applying Ammeltz Yoko Yoko and it helps. Right now I've definitely learned the lesson that exercise can be harmful if not done correctly! Will stay away from the kettlebells for a while now....
On another note, I've recently turned a year older! Birthdays aren't really a big deal for me, don't celebrate much apart from the standard song and blowing of candles. I enjoy cake though haha :P
Feeling a little blahh lately... with what I want to do with my life in terms of career and personal development. Just at a point of facing some crossroads.... things are a little stagnant, not sure if it's my reluctance to move or just that the right opportunities haven't come my way yet. Either way I expect to do something... and hopefully soon.
XOXO
Before you jump to conclusions..... NO, it wasn't caused by an acrobatic three-way (though that sure would make hell of a story)... The real reason is actually lame.
I was at the gym on Tuesday, participating in a free training session. Oh yeah fyi I changed gyms recently, no longer going to the old place (Sorry Danny for never making it to your class!). So this trainer was teaching us how to do some weight exercises, involving the use of barbells and this heavy ball thingy with a handle on it. I actually had no idea what it's called... so I Googled image 'weight ball with handle at the gym' hahaha and ta-duh it appeared!! So it's actually called a Kettlebell (pic below)!! Haha still learning my gym lingo :P
The exercise was awkward. I picked the lightest one because my arms aren't that strong.. I think it was only 8 or 10kg, and yet I had the greatest difficulty trying to swing it. We were told to hold onto the handle with both hands, and then swing the ball all the way out front and then all the way back, going under the crotch, then between the legs and then thrusting back front. The trainer said we were supposed to use our hips and thigh strength to balance the weight, but obviously I was doing it wrong because I was only feeling the pull on my back. At that time it didn't seem to hurt so I just went with it.
The next morning, I was greeted with this horrible pain when I got up. Today it got a little better but still stiff at certain spots. Have been applying Ammeltz Yoko Yoko and it helps. Right now I've definitely learned the lesson that exercise can be harmful if not done correctly! Will stay away from the kettlebells for a while now....
On another note, I've recently turned a year older! Birthdays aren't really a big deal for me, don't celebrate much apart from the standard song and blowing of candles. I enjoy cake though haha :P
Feeling a little blahh lately... with what I want to do with my life in terms of career and personal development. Just at a point of facing some crossroads.... things are a little stagnant, not sure if it's my reluctance to move or just that the right opportunities haven't come my way yet. Either way I expect to do something... and hopefully soon.
XOXO
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Massage Again + Important Message
Yet another skanky tale to spill about.
I blogged about my first massage last month, that was considered proper even though the venue was a sauna. I decided to check out a plu establishment, I guess you can call it a massage center, since they didn't have sauna/steam rooms.
Called to make a booking, I got to choose a masseur from pics uploaded. My first choice wasn't available, so I ended up with a young looking charming Sabah native. This place provides B2B massage (for those that don't know.. it's body to body).... so you can say it's more sexual in nature than a regular massage.
The place was not as posh as I expected. Simple looking, some deco, nice relaxing music playing in the background. The toilet/bathroom was cheap, there was no proper shower, you have to use a mug to scoop the water from a large bucket. Also the massage bed/mattress was so thin that you can feel the hard floor.
The massage itself was good. The masseur looked twinky in the pic, but he was actually quite well built, had good strength for kneading and pressing. The massage was performed in semi dark conditions, he was naked right away. As expected, the massage starts off proper, with him pressing and working on my legs, shoulders, back. Then the 'body to body' part started... he applied lots of lotion on his chest, and started rubbing his body against my back haha going up down left right. Then it was chest to chest, face to face... and further down you have ahem to ahem ;)
The last time I had a massage I was shy to touch the masseur... so this time I decided to go all out and wild, my hands were running against him all over LOL. At times, it was like I was giving him a massage instead hahaha. He was into it, his member was hardening and he started responding to my actions.... I think we strayed away from the actual course of the massage segment and started doing other stuff haha. This guy had super hairy thighs just like Ken from Singapore. This concludes that I'm into hairy men haha! Just so nice to touch! :P
And it was interesting because prior to leaving home, I felt the impulse to bring along condoms and lube.... and sure enough it came in handy. I think the masseurs are not allowed to officially have anal sex with the patrons, because condoms were not provided there, and he actually told me he was scared to throw the used condom in the dustbin outside, and ended up wrapping it in lots of tissue to hide it from the guy at the front desk which I suppose is the owner or supervisor.
Having our bodies rub against each other with oily lotion is such a turn on!! I didn't actually plan on doing the full deed with him... but somehow I got caught up in the moment and initiated it and later at home I realized my ass was bleeding. No worries it's only very mild and dried up almost instantly.
After this whole thing I felt kind of dirty. Don't know why... it's not that different from going to the sauna.. maybe it's because I tried to seduce the masseur and the way I molested him... Or perhaps it has to do with the fact that I was paying for the service... so I'm somehow feeling guilt for equating money with sex... because at the sauna it's between 2 guys that wanna do it... here it's like the masseur is kind of obliged to do it with me, though he looked like he enjoyed my company haha.
Or maybe it was because of all the oil, I actually showered twice (once there, and another time when I got home) to get rid of all the oiliness. Or is it the fact that I bled and am somehow worrying about STDs and stuff even though we played safe from the start and he didn't cum inside me.
Right now I totally see why everyone sees me as a dirty whore/slut, and in some ways I'm starting to realize that perhaps this is not the lifestyle that I want and I should tone it down from now. It's not so much that I care what other people think of me, but for me the reasons are internal and how I feel about it and what I think is right for me. I think I have already reached the pinnacles of having casual sex haha. Already done the saunas and massages. Tried most of the stuff there is to try, except drugs and prostitution LOL.
Not saying that I'm going to be Mother Teresa from now, because people can't change right away... but yeah, definitely I won't be visiting places like these so soon. I hope.
And I also realize I have an audience of some younger PLU or perhaps those that are new to the circle or just curious about trying all kinds of sexual activities. Therefore I feel a strong need to emphasize that despite I've been out and about a lot in the past year, I have ALWAYS played safe and taken the necessary precautions every single time, and also understand that the risks are ever present even when you use safety supplies. If you do wanna try and experiment, PLEASE always insist on using CONDOMS. You won't know about the guy's history, who he has been with, chances are he won't know either if he had picked up anything. I think I will write up a post on my full list of precautions in the near future.
Till then,
XOXO
I blogged about my first massage last month, that was considered proper even though the venue was a sauna. I decided to check out a plu establishment, I guess you can call it a massage center, since they didn't have sauna/steam rooms.
Called to make a booking, I got to choose a masseur from pics uploaded. My first choice wasn't available, so I ended up with a young looking charming Sabah native. This place provides B2B massage (for those that don't know.. it's body to body).... so you can say it's more sexual in nature than a regular massage.
The place was not as posh as I expected. Simple looking, some deco, nice relaxing music playing in the background. The toilet/bathroom was cheap, there was no proper shower, you have to use a mug to scoop the water from a large bucket. Also the massage bed/mattress was so thin that you can feel the hard floor.
The massage itself was good. The masseur looked twinky in the pic, but he was actually quite well built, had good strength for kneading and pressing. The massage was performed in semi dark conditions, he was naked right away. As expected, the massage starts off proper, with him pressing and working on my legs, shoulders, back. Then the 'body to body' part started... he applied lots of lotion on his chest, and started rubbing his body against my back haha going up down left right. Then it was chest to chest, face to face... and further down you have ahem to ahem ;)
The last time I had a massage I was shy to touch the masseur... so this time I decided to go all out and wild, my hands were running against him all over LOL. At times, it was like I was giving him a massage instead hahaha. He was into it, his member was hardening and he started responding to my actions.... I think we strayed away from the actual course of the massage segment and started doing other stuff haha. This guy had super hairy thighs just like Ken from Singapore. This concludes that I'm into hairy men haha! Just so nice to touch! :P
And it was interesting because prior to leaving home, I felt the impulse to bring along condoms and lube.... and sure enough it came in handy. I think the masseurs are not allowed to officially have anal sex with the patrons, because condoms were not provided there, and he actually told me he was scared to throw the used condom in the dustbin outside, and ended up wrapping it in lots of tissue to hide it from the guy at the front desk which I suppose is the owner or supervisor.
Having our bodies rub against each other with oily lotion is such a turn on!! I didn't actually plan on doing the full deed with him... but somehow I got caught up in the moment and initiated it and later at home I realized my ass was bleeding. No worries it's only very mild and dried up almost instantly.
After this whole thing I felt kind of dirty. Don't know why... it's not that different from going to the sauna.. maybe it's because I tried to seduce the masseur and the way I molested him... Or perhaps it has to do with the fact that I was paying for the service... so I'm somehow feeling guilt for equating money with sex... because at the sauna it's between 2 guys that wanna do it... here it's like the masseur is kind of obliged to do it with me, though he looked like he enjoyed my company haha.
Or maybe it was because of all the oil, I actually showered twice (once there, and another time when I got home) to get rid of all the oiliness. Or is it the fact that I bled and am somehow worrying about STDs and stuff even though we played safe from the start and he didn't cum inside me.
Right now I totally see why everyone sees me as a dirty whore/slut, and in some ways I'm starting to realize that perhaps this is not the lifestyle that I want and I should tone it down from now. It's not so much that I care what other people think of me, but for me the reasons are internal and how I feel about it and what I think is right for me. I think I have already reached the pinnacles of having casual sex haha. Already done the saunas and massages. Tried most of the stuff there is to try, except drugs and prostitution LOL.
Not saying that I'm going to be Mother Teresa from now, because people can't change right away... but yeah, definitely I won't be visiting places like these so soon. I hope.
And I also realize I have an audience of some younger PLU or perhaps those that are new to the circle or just curious about trying all kinds of sexual activities. Therefore I feel a strong need to emphasize that despite I've been out and about a lot in the past year, I have ALWAYS played safe and taken the necessary precautions every single time, and also understand that the risks are ever present even when you use safety supplies. If you do wanna try and experiment, PLEASE always insist on using CONDOMS. You won't know about the guy's history, who he has been with, chances are he won't know either if he had picked up anything. I think I will write up a post on my full list of precautions in the near future.
Till then,
XOXO
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