2012 -> 2013

First post of 2013 baby!! Happy new year everyone! :)

I get the feeling that my blog is dying. In general I think blogs are no longer that IN anymore, thanks to the likes of Facebook and Twitter. I predict a number of bloggers will be migrating from Blogger to some other domain in 2013. I will go with the flow ;)

The end of a year definitely makes a person sentimental for a moment. On the way driving home from work on new year's eve, some of the memorable or significant events of 2012 flashed through my mind:

1. Completing a tough internship, learning from it and proud that I hung in there

2. Enjoying my last semester in Uni, which might be my last experience of student life

3. Traveling to Singapore on my own, my first ever solo trip. A mark of independence

4. My first foam party at Absolute, it was such a beautiful experience on the rooftop, the sensation of the foam, meeting Ken, I will not forget that night.

5. LOL the year I started going International haha, being able to mark Singaporean, Japanese and Australian off my fuck list. And obviously the controversy of my 'Going International' post, which is probably the most commented post on my blog of all time LOL 

6. Graduation, a short but memorable experience!

7. First time flying on a long distance flight by myself haha, another mark of independence

8. Buying and using a dildo LOL!! It's nice haha :P

9. Getting my first full time job, and hence first pay check!

10. Meeting a handful of bloggers in person, I think that marks a step of me moving forward in the circle and not being so guarded :)

In my next post, I will write some of the things I wish to achieve in 2013!!

Lots of love and best wishes in 2013 to all of you,
XOXO

Meeting more Bloggers

Ughh, the title is so generic and predictable, but I'm too lazy to think of something fancy.

Met up with young boys yesterday hahaha.. I CANNOT believe I was the oldest in the bunch, because normally I'm the Y&C one LOL...

First up is the nun sista aka LeoNut, who I've been dying to ninja chop and scare, because I have the element of surprise as none of them know how I look like. But boohoo I failed at scaring anyone of them LOL :P

Then there was Top Chef: Just Desserts Alex hahaha, who was tall and I love his shoes... But what I loved most was the CAKE that Alex graciously brought for us to sample, it was super YUMSSSS, like those you get at fancy eateries :P Thank you Alex!! If we were in a survival contest like Hunger games, I would choose to kill you last because of your culinary skills hahaha :P 

And not forgetting Tempus, who was the tallest of them all haha, but don't worry Tempus, I don't think it's a bad thing at all!! Being blessed with height has its perks ;) Like how you can kick all those little bitches away hahaha.. It was a pleasure to meet you!

We watched The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey at Pavilion. OK the movie was a little long, but being a fan of the franchise made it fun to see all the details and back story they gave, and I like how they quoted so many lines from the book directly. I didn't actually read the book, but I had a graphic novel version haha, and the resemblance was uncanny :P

If you read LeoNut's post, our original plan was to ogle at hot guys at h&m and to hunt for jockstraps hahaha, but it wasn't eventful. The crowd was surprisingly thin at h&m, I think all the hotties have already been there and moved on. As for the underwear, we didn't have enough time to do it. So that will have to wait for our next outing!!

Had Christmas party at the office today. Food was actually quite good, and my boss bought us all ice cream from Ben's, but it was slightly melted by the time he got back to the office. As for the gift exchange, I got something that was totally WTF =.='''' A woman's cosmetic bag from Vincci........ seriously the girl that bought it clearly didn't think it through... For this type of gift exchange, obviously you need to buy something unisex or general which can be used by anyone right........ Oh well..... :P

Till then, I wanna wish everyone a very merry Christmas!! May you be showered with warmth and love and GIFTS this holiday season hehehe :)

XOXO   

I'm Fabulous

Hahahahahaha okay maybe I'm not that fab, but being plu does entitle us a certain level of fabu-ness right? :P

Let me tell you what happened today.

I went to h&m at BB, again haha since I was free. I noticed more and more straight people are shopping there, and by straight I mean innocent, clueless straight dudes being dragged around the store while their girlfriends pick clothes from the racks and get them to try it on.

A certain bitch (in this case a girl, not fabulous gay) gave me a stare when I walked by her, and she immediately looked at her bf and said 'This place is filled with queers.' It was loud enough for me to hear.. Initially I felt somewhat offended and wanted to give her a piece of my mind, but then I just walked away, because I was too lazy to be bothered.

On deeper thought, I realized it's actually a compliment. Here's why.

To you people that have a problem with people like us, you should know that we are the true taste makers and the reason why the fashion industry (and other finer things in life) exists and is thriving. I'm so glad that I don't need a girl to teach me how to dress or what looks good on me, and heck I probably can dress better than you (mean girls) and have nicer and much longer legs than you do. So the next time you want to give a judgmental look to an innocent shopper at a place like h&m, take a look around you, because for once, you are the minority and the odd one out.

XOXO
Fabulous for today, J-boy ;)


  

Losing Interest

For a moment I thought that I was losing interest in men. But then, I checked, and realized I'm still not attracted to women. Then I switched on gay porn, I was still aroused.

But I'm losing interest in sex.

I just did it on Sunday. Went to the new place as planned. Nice and relaxing ambiance, it was well lit and decorated just like a spa. Maybe that put me off a little because it wasn't as skanky and dim like a dark alley LOL.

A really lovely guy chatted me up in the jacuzzi. Slightly older, taller than me, decent body, cute face. Normally I would jump at (or onto) that. Obviously he intended to have sex, otherwise he wouldn't have approached me. But I wasn't used to the fact that he spent so much time on small talk (not sex related). He talked about himself, what he did for a living, where he was from, etc. Normally guys that go to places like this don't bother. No strings attached.

This guy went on and on. Then we went into a room. Finally I was like 'Let's just do this already', but then something was wrong. Halfway through I just wanted it to end. Like it took forever. I wasn't enjoying it. Perhaps I felt guilty in a way, perhaps I was taken back by his friendliness and sincerity. Out of courtesy I followed through till the end. Would have been really rude to walk out without giving him the ending he deserved lol.

After that I just felt kind of mehhhhh... like even now, I don't feel like having sex with anyone. I'm still attracted to hot guys and porn and stuff... but I just don't feel like doing it with another person. I have no problems doing it with myself though, LOL......

Could this be the consequence of playing with the dildo? :O

What the hell is happening to me??

XOXO

No Thanks To Rain

So the idea of getting a dildo to play with in order to resist outer temptations backfired completely... because it made me lust for physical action even more. I sound like a complete whore, but ever since I started working, I want to make the most of weekends, and that includes some S to the E to the X!!

Wanted to check out a popular spot, called Kakiku. I have not been there previously simply because of the distance. It was always more convenient to check in to Studio 89, Mandi-Manda, and if I was up for it, a drive to Bukit Bintang for some shopping then humping at Day Thermos.

But Cheras, which is somehow a popular plu area, always seemed too far, and I'm totally unfamiliar with the roads there. Until today, where I guess my curiosity took over. I did my research as usual, and set off to the nearest LRT station.

Getting there was NOT easy. It was drizzling when I left home at 3. Upon embarking from the Kelana Jaya line, I had to switch trains at the Masjid Jamek transit, then make my way up to Maluri via the Ampang line. All in all, the journey took just over an hour. I was so bored in the train.

Once I got off the train, I was surprised to see it raining rather heavily at Taman Maluri. According to the map, I had to walk about 10 minutes to reach Kakiku. I knew which direction to go, but the rain was getting heavier and heavier.... I was forced to wait it out at the bus stop. It was already 4+. For certain reasons I had to be home by 6.30pm. If you do the math, my original plan was to spend about an hour there and then rush home. But thanks to the rain, I stood at the bus stop until 4.45pm. YES, and there was NO sign that the rain was getting lighter.

Oh yeah, forgot to mention. When I was in the train I saw a hot, fit guy wearing a T-shirt that said Muay Fit. I overheard him asking a man about taking buses at Maluri. I guessed he was going to the same place as I was, and he was just as lost as me haha. He was holding a purple fold-able umbrella. So when I was stuck at the bus stop, I saw him on the opposite side of the road (which is where I was supposed to be), and I saw him walking in the direction of the sauna. At that instance, I realized I should have tumpang payung with him haha... Too bad he was across the road LOL. I watched as he crossed the road braving through the heavy rain, and he had to walk through puddles of water in his slippers and his feet were drenched.

At that moment I realized how desperate men can be. The things we do just to get our dicks squirting.

I waited till 4.45pm, there was no way I could have made it to the sauna and back home in time. So I had no choice but to go home.

YES, so I spent the entire day standing and waiting in the train and the bus stop, and then back on the train and home. LAME right. I wasted half a day for nothing..... Horny and wet now.

I might try again tomorrow. Rain is not going to stop me!!!
 
XOXO
     

Dildo

Haha the title says it all.

In an attempt to NOT go out slutting around and have random birds creep up my dark nest, I bought myself a dildo.

Went to the adult shop, took some guts to walk in under broad daylight. I was relieved that the sales person was a young and hot guy, but he spoke in broken English, and probably straight anyway, hence I wasn't that turned on LOL.

I was the only customer there, I looked around and didn't see dildos, so I just asked him 'Do you have dildos?' hahaha he must have knew instantly that I was gay, but he wasn't shy or awkward at all. His laid back and non-judgmental attitude made me relax instantly. He just took out a clear folder with catalogue in it and showed me the models. Basically there were only 2 choices: one was Japanese, the other American. He recommended that I get the Japanese one because he said (and I quote) 'It's more suitable for Asian size' hahahaha, he joked around a bit. I requested to see it and he showed me (the dildo, not his own dick).

Boy was it a beauty (again, the dildo). Made from silicone and dyed into a transparent pink, it was very realistic looking with the head perfectly shape and veins all over. I thought it was huge, thick and almost 7 inches long (including the base). He was joking that this is considered small already, and went on to show me the American one which was just ridiculously and unrealistically LARGE. Obviously I didn't want to bust my asshole so I chose the Jap one. And gosh it was not cheap. RM299. But the way I see it, if it can keep me entertained and away from casual sex which has a risk of disease, then in the long run it's a good investment. A dildo, if cared for properly can last up to several years (I think).

So, obviously I have already gave my purchase a test run. And let's just say, it's way better than any home object (glue stick, cucumber). The shape and thickness really resembles an actual dick, and the silicone is soft and flexible but still hard, which makes it easy to use. For hygiene reasons I put a condom on it and used lots of lube. Long story short, I reached climax without even touching my rod. Yes, it was that good, it really feels like actual anal sex, but of course minus the passion and warmth of the guy and his weight leaning against you. And after withdrawing the dildo, you get that after sex soreness and loose feeling which lasts for a while :P

So yeah, you don't need a random guy when you have a dildo!! But that doesn't mean I'm not looking for relationships, am still on the hunt for qualified candidates ;)

XOXO

The Many Faces of Someone

It has come to my attention that someone I know hasn't been entirely honest, and in fact to a lot of people.

I think it's pretty common for us to have several sides to our character. I mean, when you're with this group of friends you behave a certain way and hide certain things about yourself, and when you're with another gang you show another side, if you know what I mean...

Even being an anonymous blogger, not many of you know who I really am, or how I look like.. My character as J-boy may or may not be very different from who I am in real life, even though I've stressed many times that everything I blog about has been true. And yeah, generally being gay, many of us seem to have adopted a double identity in a way, whether we do it consciously or not.

But then there are some extreme cases. Some people are just plain nut jobs. Creating completely different identities and selling them to other people. Very much like an actor that's convinced he's actually the character that he's portraying. Double or perhaps even triple identity. Super creepy.

You may think you are being careful, but eventually the truth comes out. I KNOW. And other people are going to find out as well. Not sure what your intentions are, but it makes me sick to realize just how manipulative and twisted your mind is. I don't understand why you have to lie to such an extent. It's disturbing.

I KNOW.

You better watch your ass because you've just woken the cobra.

The cobra is me by the way hahaha :P