I Did It

Wow it happened quickly.

Most guys I chat with want to do it, esp after I tell them I'm a virgin. Trying to take advantage of an innocent boy hahahahaha. I find that funny and sexy at the same time.

It started with exchanging pics. That turned him on :)

Den wanted me to go to his place, I refused as I didn't know him well. So I suggested toilet in a mall, if anything went wrong I could run lol!

Was nervous reaching The Curve. Ran into a familiar face. Hasty introductions and small talk later he led me to a quiet toilet he found. Went into the last stall. I thought to myself "He must be experienced, being 9 years my senior and was in 3 relationships before, so the sex must be decent".



But it wasn't.

It was fun, but it wasn't really arousing for me. Must have been for him coz he cummed way too soon and he smiled cheekily saying this was the first time that happened. I guess that's a compliment. I was not even halfway there when he was done.

I thought the sensation of getting sucked would blow me instantly, but it was more discomfort than pleasure. I felt like he was biting a little. I had fun blowing him though. I did what the guys in porn do. I definitely did not bite. I used to practice on a banana so my skills shouldn't be that bad hahahahahaha.

No anal action, wanted to take it slow on my first try. And Den was really into nipples, like a fetish. Kept licking me there, I felt like laughing but of course I didn't. We had to be really quiet to not attract any attention. And he was more paranoid than me. Every time I asked him something, he would put his finger on his mouth asking me to shut up.

So even though it wasn't pleasurable, I didn't say anything. To be honest, I feel more pleasure playing on my own. After that, we talked for a while, he said he was expecting a friend so we said goodbye. I felt like being alone anyway. So I walked around, ended up in Ikea, one of my favourite places to go. But this time I didn't pay any attention to the furniture, I just walked and walked through the crowds... trying to recall what I just did in the toilet.......

Conclusion?
I need a real man. I'm gonna try it with another guy and see if gay sex lives up to my expectation.

And I have a question: I didn't get fucked or fuck anyone, so am I still a virgin?