Now this is interesting. Guys coming after me. Don't be misunderstood I'm not bragging, rather I'm puzzled.
I guess I should be happy because not too long ago I was feeling so lonely. But I'm not getting real companionship now either. Most guys just want to play. Moments ago, this guy showed me his webcam of him jerking off, which makes me wonder why guys willingly flash themselves to acquaintances...
I joined a dating site recently, uploaded some pics and since then the responses come daily. I'm flattered, but I really don't get it. I've never considered myself attractive, so why do they compliment my pics? I doubt it's sincere. And they say such nice things about me even though we've never met.
Also how come everyone talks about meeting for sex within the 1st hour of the conversation? Initially I thought it was fun, but after trying it with 2 guys, Den last Sat and Jake today, I realized it's not enjoyable at all. OH, I learnt that guys can look quite different from their pics, and the promises about their giant package is also A LIE. I was so foolish to believe it hahaha.
From now on, I will only do it with someone I have feelings for.
Am I giving out the wrong message to the guys?
Resorting to dating sites seem low, but hey I have had no luck in real life. All guys I fall for turn out to be straight. So where and how can I meet someone who is genuine?
It's better to look for guys who can be your friends rather than those who see for fun... In the long run, it will have more friends than just people who are looking for fun...
ReplyDeleteI don't think resorting to dating sites is low. It's just a way to meet to find potential partner lor. Just do whatever you feel suits you best.
ReplyDeleteAfter reading both ur blogs, my observation tells me you guys are together.. how sweet is that! :)
ReplyDeleteI hope I'm not wrong, that would just be plain embarassing haha.
Ha ha ha ha.... you are not wrong~ spared the embarrassment ^^
ReplyDeletesize is relative to what are you comparing it with. so when it's big, it might be big for himself might not for others. lol.
ReplyDeletenvrtheless, happy exploring the gay scene. there's ntg wrong with playing the field first before searching. if u go the other way round, you'll prolly be heart broken. ;)