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Friday, January 15, 2010

Potential First Time

Chatting with a guy now, apparently he's interested in doing it. Actually all guys I have met online want to do it.

You know, I used to believe in waiting... Waiting for the 'the one' to do it with, you know like how straight couples wait until marriage to do it.

But lately I realized that's a fool's dream.

I'm struggling between 2 temptations..
The one to be all sacred and respectful to my future partner.
And the one that just wants to go wild and try it!


A friend told me I should just do it. Chances are my future partner would have done it with many others anyway. Think of it as gaining experience.

But I just find it strange. To do it with someone u barely know, meeting for the purpose of sex. Is this really how the gay world operates???

Part of me wants to do it, part of me is scared.

3 comments:

  1. hey, thanks for following my blog. :D

    my suggestion, being a virgin gay doesn't give u much higher market prices as compared to one who've got enough experience to be good in bed. no body wants a dead wood, despite the virgininty. everyone in the gay world wants versatility. only then the sex is eruptive. :D

    good luck!

    oh, try out only with someone whom u trust and wont give u much pain on the first try. that's if you're opt to pop ur cherry. otherwise, it's best to have some experienced bottom as well, cuz you being new and penetrating a virgin ass, that's a nightmarish sex. hehehe

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