Lately my life has been so surreal, it's the kind of material that's movie worthy...
Got some updates from his family last night.
At the airport in Australia, where his parents finally sorted out the paper work, and were about to get him on a plane back to Canada, my guy suddenly "woke up" from his vegetative/mind-lost state.
For the first time in 2 weeks, he got up and spoke. Apparently he threw a fit in the airport, screaming and shouting that he doesn't want to go back to Canada, and kept saying he has a BOYFRIEND that he MUST MEET. In only lasted for a few minutes before he passed out again.
You have no idea how much this moment means to me!!! I thought he (his mind) was gone for good, that I would never ever hear a word from him again... Every single day I have been crying, and praying so extremely hard to God, to save him, to help him recover and return to his loved ones because he doesn't deserve to go like this. It's far too cruel. I asked God for a sign, and my prayers were answered yesterday!! Truly if you are sincere and your intentions are pure, God will not forsake you. I have never prayed so hard in my life, never prayed with such heart, so to finally receive a blessing only strengthens my faith.
He didn't just wake up, he basically declared his love for me by using whatever strength he had left to regain his clarity, and that gives me so much hope!!! I now know that all my worrying and stressing and prayers were not a hopeless delusion, to know he cares so much about me too warms my heart immensely!!
I will continue to pray wholeheartedly for him to recover fully. To know he hasn't lost his mind is a huge relief! No one knows what is going to happen the next time he wakes up, I hope his consciousness stays, so that we can finally talk to each other again.
XOXO
Be Strong
My eyes went teary reading that he "woke up" from his unconsciousness state of mind at the airport. It shows that he still has you in his heart and you mean something to him. I believe you're the reason he will be fighting hard to come out from this mess. I really wish and pray that he would be healed, move on from that horrible past and come back to meet you so that you two could be together again. Dear God, please help this poor soul to regain his strength and health. Guide him to back to his loved one.
ReplyDeleteI really really hope so too.... The days and weeks ahead are going to be even more trying.... Now that I know he still cares about me so much, it only makes me more worried and stressed for his well being... He is too far away from me, whatever I say has to go through his cousin who is my friend, then to his parents, then only to him... I don't think his family really thinks much of me considering I met my guy online and we haven't known each other that long.... So I feel like no one understands me and believes me, and the only person who knows is my guy, but his current condition is still so unstable, he's probably not conscious most of the time :(
DeleteGreat to hear some good news at this point!
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