Japanese Dude Strikes Again!

The hot Japanese guy with the long hair I saw at the gym last month has appeared again! Fate brought us together once more hahahaha :P

After today's incident, I can confirm he is an exhibitionist!

Another usual day, I went to rest in the locker room after class. I sat on the bench in front of my locker, which was near the shower stalls, so I had a clear view. He was showering in the same stall that I saw him the last time, once again with the curtain half open. He saw me looking, but didn't close the curtain, and continued to shower. I could see the side of his body, and half of his ass or one butt cheek to be precise.

I thought that was it, then he came out, stood like 2 meters away from me, and just took off his towel to dry his long hair. No one else was there, so he was clearly pointing his body right at me. It was kind of obvious that he wanted my attention so I looked straight at his crotch him. But he probably wasn't aroused because it was flaccid, looks cut. Either that or the foreskin was rolled up.


He then proceeded to the hair dyer area after putting the towel back on. And once again I thought that was it, was already very happy with what my eyes saw :P

And what do you know? His locker was actually right beside mine... so he stood right next to where I was sitting and took the towel off for like a good 30 seconds to go through his things. I swear his junk was within an arm's reach, and all I had to do was turn my head and it would be right in my face. As a courtesy I moved a little to the right to give him some space to get his things. I didn't dare to look at his junk, so I was just looking down and pretending to play with my phone.

And then he left. Boy was I happy to see him, and I think he got a kick out of people staring at his body too ;) 

Experience Matters!

*This post is about sex. Leave now if you don't want to read the details*

I just had the best damn sex of my life.
I'm not even bragging because I wasn't the one who was amazing.. I was just 'being there' and letting him work his magic.

A word of advice to all my fellow bottoms out there, if you had a choice, pick the man with the experience, as this criteria should come before looks if you are just looking for fun. It makes ALL the difference in the world!! Then again, you wouldn't know if someone has experience until you actually try him out. I guess a generalization is that older guys know their way around better.

Despite the 11 year age gap (which I only found out after) he was quite the charmer. I mean if there was no physical attraction, two people wouldn't end up naked together anyway right? It was also the longest member I have ever had up my ass. He said it was 7', I didn't have a measuring tape but it looked quite about right.

Was so hesitant to do it because it was so large and I worried about the pain. But he assured me that he knew what he was doing and would go slow and gentle. This guy was a pro. He was also the best blowjob giver I have ever encountered (even better than me LOL), there was no feeling of teeth at all and the suction and firmness of the grip was just right. It's rare for a top right, since they normally receive more than they give, so their blowing skills tend to be a bit unpolished. And my god, the rimming was so enjoyable because he knew his way around so damn well.

I think the technique to not feel pain during the actual sex is the buildup. I wasn't really sure what he was doing because I wasn't looking, but I think you need to work your way slowly to loosen the 'hole' right? After rimming, put some lube and start with 1 finger, work it in slowly, leave it there for a while, let the contraction push it out on its own, then more lube, progress to 2 or 3 fingers I think.. and so on. This is where the skill comes in. The muscles in the butt will sort of get used to having something there slowly. This part was actually the most painful. When it came to the actual penetration, I was surprised that it was smoother than my previous experiences.

Once it was IN, it was just PURE PLEASURE. I didn't feel the pain of wanting to 'push' it out. The body sort of accepted that something was inside me. In fact it was so good I asked him to thrust harder and deeper because my body wasn't in pain. It was like the good type of pain. And he said he could feel my G-spot, I'm not sure what exactly is the G-spot in the male body, but hell yeah it felt good.

Another amazing thing was that we actually changed positions while he was still penetrated in me!!! One moment I was lying on my back with legs in the air, and the next I was sitting on top of him while he was laying down. It was like doing yoga hahaha, I was so worried that I would break his cock, but yeah he knew what he was doing and guided me on how I should move and put my legs. It was really like a class where I learned new things LOL.

Isn't this exactly what you look for in a top? Someone who knows what to do and is gentle enough to not push you too hard. He said it was as important for me to enjoy it as much as he did.

This was also the first time I exchanged numbers with a stranger. The experience was so good, I wasn't ready to walk away from him and wonder if I'll ever see him again. Btw, he's half Thai, so the exotic factor makes it that much sexier!

You can roll your eyes all you want. I know casual sex lacks emotion and it can't compare to making love, but right now I'm happy being single and my body just craves this sort of physical activity. It's all that it is. I'm not in a relationship so it's not cheating. And I don't want or need to feel passionate about someone. I don't really care for the 'feelings' right now. So yeah, sex seems like a good deal for me now.

PMS-ing Bitch

If there's one thing I don't understand, it's women.
In a way, I pity straight men because they will never truly understand their girlfriends/wives, no matter how much they love them or try to... simply because they don't have a vagina. Now isn't this a good reason to be gay hahahaha? 

Had a showdown with a bitch recently.
It was probably that time of the month (for her I mean, not me!), she was nuts, walking in with a pissed off expression, and exuding an attitude that one can only describe as 'bitchy'. She was attacking everyone with unkind words, and once I got sufficiently agitated  I started using some colourful words of my own. It's a defensive mechanism. Oh btw, this bitch was my lecturer. That day didn't end well for anyone.

What does PMS does to a person anyway? Do you really feel a difference in your body? Does it really give you an excuse to go berserk all of a sudden? How does menstruation feel like? I can only wonder...

I know I'm a bitch, but I'm not a woman, so I can never really be that kind of bitch if you know what I mean. Somehow men are not supposed to throw tantrums or be bitchy about petty things, because it's "frowned upon" and people will roll their eyes. Men are perceived to be rough and generally not care about as many things, or at least not express our emotions as outwardly as women even if we feel something.

It's bullshit right. All the stereotyping and stuff.
But still, I think women shouldn't be allowed to get away for being as bitchy as they are, not when men are not allowed to do the same...

LMFAO Hard On!!

Ahahahahahahaha I feel so darn stupid and embarrassed for saying this, but I actually got a hard on when I first saw this video, which began at 0:57 when he took his pants off!! wiggle wiggle wiggle XD

I always thought LMFAO was annoying when the radio and MTV kept playing 'Party Rock Anthem'.
But after watching this video, I actually think he is sexy, in a nerdy kind of way hahaha.

BTW this video is so gay... LOL... WATCH IT! :P

Move, Moving, Gone

Until today, I'm still amazed at how the human heart is able to move on... rather quickly in fact. That's how we are able to survive I guess.

It's kind of cold in a way. Sometimes I genuinely feel like I will never be able to love someone forever and always, it's just not within my capacity. I get sick of someone whenever I spend too much time with them. And remember the guy, that junior that I was so crazy about just a month or so ago? Well, now I feel nothing at all... not even when I run into him. Numb. And this goes for all the crushes that I have had. I don't feel anything for them anymore.

This is why I don't want a relationship, because I know I won't last. And it pisses me off when I chat with guys online, and they ask me why are you still single? Why don't you look for a boyfriend? My reply will often be 'Why must I have a boyfriend? I don't want a boyfriend just to have a boyfriend, just because everyone else wants or have a boyfriend'.

I don't know the purpose actually. I don't really need the physical or emotional support from a lover, I'm fairly independent, and can always turn to family or friends when I need a pick-me-up. Do you get a boyfriend for the sex? Well, I certainly don't need a boyfriend for that, LOL.. been getting plenty lately.. to the point that I feel like a dirty, horrible slut. But that's not the point of this post :P

Do you want a boyfriend for the company and to share your life with? To fill the loneliness? OK this is maybe a better reason... but I feel that if a relationship was formed based on the sake of company, then for sure it won't last, because eventually you will be bored of that person, and seek someone else that's more exciting to fill the gap right?

So why do you want / have a boyfriend?
Can someone please enlighten me...

The Licker

Recently I had a really interesting encounter...

I know different guys like to do different things, and certain things which may turn one guy on might not be so appealing to another. I get it. We are all different.
But some things are so twisted, it makes me wonder where it comes from or how it developed...

I'm sure everyone is familiar with the use of tongue when engaging in you-know-what right.. For kissing, blowing. But other than that...

OK first thing.. I may have mentioned this before, but what is it with guys and this NIPPLE obsession?? Almost all guys I've been with want their nipples to be sucked or even bitten and pulled. Isn't it a bit aggressive to chew on someone's nipple? I don't want to bite off any part of your tit for heaven's sake. I don't understand why this is such a turn on.

The nipple thing is not that bad, since I'm starting to accept it as so many people are into it. 

But some other things are so unhygienic it's kind of gross. For example, my recent experience of being licked all over, yes... ANY part that you can think of.

ARMPITS - Imagine a guy who doesn't shave his underarms and has been sweating the whole day... then the other guy goes on and lick his armpit repeatedly, moistening the hair.

EARS - The tongue fucks the ear hole. The only way to describe it is that it feels like an anteater sticking its long tongue down an ant hive and slurping away. And because it's the ear, you can HEAR the slurping just as much as you can FEEL it.

ASS - OK I get why some tops do rimming, it's sort of like the thing to do to loosen things down there right (I think). I must say I would never want to lick anyone's ass hole because of hygiene issues, but to be rimmed it actually feels quite good. LOL.

And the WORST thing is, when the guy is done licking you at all those places, he comes back up to kiss you smack on the lips (with tongue). And it's rude to not kiss back, but the thought of it makes me uncomfortable.

So what is your take on licking? :P

I apologize if the descriptions are too graphic or literal. 

Man Magnet

Just watched this video, it's quite hilarious the way ALL the men are going crazy for her.

But then again, wouldn't all of us want to have men go crazy about us? The feeling of being wanted.
Not all the time of course, but regular mini doses sure make you feel good about yourself don't it ;)

I consider myself a moderate attention seeker, not as extreme as some of those bitches you see on reality TV haha!



How much attention do you need?? :P