They're Not That Hot

WARNING: This is a super bitching post.

So remember I was talking about a pool party that I saw on Facebook? Well you can check out the page here:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Official-Rainbow-Weekend-Party-Community/118895731512939

It's a public page so anyone can view it, so it's not like I'm revealing some big secret.

Anyway I noticed some of these hotties at the gym I go to....
Even before I saw the pics I've consistently seen 2 of the guys on Mondays.

Then I saw another 3 today.

And guess what? They are NOT as hot as I thought they would be.
Haha I guess pictures and fb profiles can be deceiving... I mean for a pool party, when you see a bunch of guys posing shirtless together, they all tend to look hot, but when you break it down and REALLY look at them individually in real life, you will find that they are just regular people. I learned this from watching How I Met Your Mother when Barney illustrated the same example on a group of chicks at the bar hahaha. I mean, I'm not saying these guys are ugly, just that there's nothing special about them.

One of those guys was actually really short, which you wouldn't know from his fb profile. I looked like the Eiffel tower / supermodel on heels when I walked past him haha! And I'm not even that tall, just 171. Also the muscles you see in pics, somehow they look less impressive in real life.
Another thing that put me off was how vain they were. OK I know I'm vain too, but you should have seen the way they were looking at themselves shamelessly in the changing room mirror... and for so long LOL! I could have showered and got dressed in the time they spend in front of the mirror admiring their body and playing with their hair.

Unfortunately I also over heard some of their conversation in Cantonese, which I happen to understand by the way. Just talking about random, shallow stuff which made me feel so much better about myself. I know you cannot judge a person by the small talk they have with their mates in the gym, but man do I feel like I've got so much more going on in the brains department.

OK I know this post is sounding very hypercritical and bitchy. I apologize for it if I've offended any hunks out there. I know this is a generalization and not all of you are like that... just so happens that I ran into the stereotypical ones today.

My real point of posting this is to send out the message that you don't need to feel jealous or think less of yourself by comparing to the "hot" people you see, coz if you wanna be hot like them, you just need to work hard at the gym and maybe dress and groom yourself a little better. More importantly is your character and how you carry yourself, and how you treat others, because that's something that no amount of vanity can compensate for!! :)

XOXO 

Weak, but not for long

Let this awful moment be documented so that I will remember it.

I think I finally know why I'm such an advocate of the single life and being independent and man free. Or at least one of the reasons. It's because the feeling of liking someone can be really self depreciating and it changes the way you see yourself.

And I'm not even talking about full on love. Just something as simple as a crush. When you realize how awesome that someone is... you come to the realization of how horribly you fare in comparison. The word is 'lacking'. It makes you feel inadequate. For example not being muscular enough, not tall enough, not good looking enough, not having the best character or personality. It's almost like your flaws are being highlighted by a giant spot light.

And I'm normally not that self conscious. I'm actually confident with how I look and my personality.
I know it sounds stupid, and I do think it's stupid, but I can't help but feel that way. Whenever you see someone better than you, doesn't it make you feel somewhat inferior?

OK this is stupid. I'm happy with everything I have and I should be contented.

All this self doubt just because I have been checking out the fb profiles of the hot instructor and all the elite plu hotties in the country. They're all gorgeous and going to pool parties and stuff. It's amazing how much you can see on Facebook.

OK that's it. I'm done feeling bad. It's stupid. I know I'm hot haha. And I'm proud of my character, the way I was raised, my strengths when it comes to dealing with obstacles, how I stay focused.

I feel a strong connection to this song and video. It's about dealing with your personal journey and beating the darkness.

Super Embarrassing!!!

Hey bitches bloggers, Britney J-boy is back!
Exactly 1 month since my last update :)

I wonder if anyone misses my updates.. coz u know Tulsy is on his European holiday and I actually miss not having his regular updates to read haha.

Anyway something seriously embarrassing happened just now at the gym!!!! Had to share it with you guys lol.

Hahahahaha I wanted to go for Combat as usual. Reached the gym, put my stuff, headed to the studio. I noticed it wasn't the usual instructor on stage, so I looked at the time table and notice board which was pasted right next to the glass door of the studio.

Normally the door is kept open until the class starts, so with my eyes still on the notices on the left I kept walking... and suddenly there was a loud 'BANG!'. Hahahaha yup you guessed it, I walked straight into the glass door, and because I was holding my water bottle in front of me, so the sound was super loud when the bottle hit the glass........ everyone inside the studio turned to look at me, everyone outside at the lounge was looking at me. I was so embarrassed the only thing I could do was smile and laugh like an idiot. I remember Danny blogged about something similar some time ago.. now I know how it feels! :P

Another reason why I may have been distracted was coz the replacement instructor was fucking hot!!! OMG he totally fits Tuls' Young&Cute criteria, plus he had a yummy fit body. Boyish good looks made him look like the youngest instructor I have ever had a class with, possibly my age.

I had the luxury of standing right in front of the stage and every now and then he would look at me *melts*. He had such a cute personality, he was all fired up and tried to get the crowd to interact and make more noise, but the members from my club is normally not very responsive.. everyone diam-diam only so he was so kesian hahaha.. was like talking to himself, I just smiled at him like crazy when he looked at me.Wasn't sure if he was plu, but then later in the locker room, I managed to see him changing after his shower... and the multi coloured, skin tight underwear he was wearing totally gave me the answer. Gahhhh but he is so hot I bet he's attached already and wayyyyy out of my league.

And he said his name was Jacky and normally teaches at the Sunway Pyramid branch. Anyone of you know him?? I would love to stalk his facebook lol.

It's little things like this that make me smile... I mean the embarrassing crash, not the hot instructor. OK maybe thinking about him makes me smile too :P

It's official. I'm back.
XOXO

Taking A Break

Decided to take a short break from blogging, but may still be around to leave comments on your blogs every now and then :)

Just need to take some time off... exam soon and some other stuff haha.

I will be back.
Promise :)

Cold Shoulder

Firstly...
Happy Mother's Day to all mothers!!
Somehow when I say the word 'mother' it just comes off wrong hahaha!

Something I felt like sharing. Recently I was given the cold shoulder out of the blue by someone, I don't really know why...

There's this guy I'm really starting to like. It's not Mike, or bachelor 1, but another guy I started chatting with some time ago. And speaking of Mike, for some reason we haven't talked in a long while... neither of us really showed the initiative to chat... so over time I guess the silent gap just got larger, and it would be awkward to start texting now.

Anyway... back to this guy. Let's call him Adrian. A bit of description for you..
Similar age, similar height and weight. as me, very cute face, he belongs to the handsome-cute category. He sent me a pic of him in a suit... so bergaya!! *heart melts*

He first sent me a message on Jack'd. I replied, we progressed to Whatsapp but never really chatted frequently because either of us was always busy at a certain time.

So.... then I think it was last weekend, we started hitting it off, talked a whole lot. We exchanged Facebook. Chat chat chat, then a few days after that I got the vibe that he wasn't keen on chatting anymore. I asked if he was free to chat one night, and he just said 'Meeting right now'. And that was at 11.33pm. He always has "meetings", sometimes I wonder if it's just an excuse to avoid me.

Oh well....

This is why I updated my J-boy facebook status the other day:
Why is it that the guys I don't like keep texting and trying, but the guys I like don't text back? 

Haha it's alright.
I admit I've given the same treatment to other guys as well. I guess you can't force compatibility and chemistry. And there's that saying 'Tepuk sebelah tangan tidak akan berbunyi' or something like that.... so the search goes on ;)

P.S. I realized fluent English has become such an important criteria for me. The moment a guy starts replying in clearly broken-English or directly translated Chinese style English I just get so turned off. Let me give you some examples:
1. But is look cool, mind to intro
2. Thx you oh, where r u stay 
3. Oo.. great to heard. how do u spend ur saturday?

OK I know I'm a bitch :P

Random Fun

Haha for the first time when I say 'random fun' I don't actually mean casual sex.

Has everyone here tried Google Translate?
http://translate.google.com/

Did you know that there is a Listen function? All you have to do is press the speaker icon at the bottom right corner of the text box, and the voice depends on what language you choose at the 'From:' list.

I tried something random... copy this text below into the translator:

pulu pulu puluu ulu ulu pulu pulu puluu ulu ulu pulu pulu puluu ulu ulu pulu pulu puluu ulu ulu pulu pulu puluu ulu ulu pulu pulu puluu ulu ulu 

Then press Listen and LOL! It's lame I know...
Try it in different languages. My favourites are Korean, Italian, Hindi, and Thai. Greek is the funniest! Like someone shot her with a stun gun hahahaha :P

Try making your own musical composition haha and share with me :)

Bumped Into Him

Now here's something I didn't see coming!

Decided to go for Body Combat today after skipping it for weeks. Do you guys remember the gym hottie I met in Combat class last November? I went bananas over him and eventually we became friends (and still are) on Facebook and I found out he had a girlfriend so that was it.

Read all about November 2011 here. Starts from the 17th and ends at 29th.

We are on good terms because I didn't do anything stupid like confessing my feelings, so he probably thinks I'm straight but the thing is I haven't seen him since early January. I actually thought he quit his membership and went somewhere else. I admit I go to the gym less frequently lately because of assignments, but never had I ran into him till today :)

He was late for Combat. When I saw him walking in I was so surprised, in a pleasant way! Honestly I haven't made any other friends at the gym because I don't bother to socialize. We didn't speak coz class already commenced... didn't speak during breaks either because he was far from where I stood, but we definitely saw each other. 

After class, he walked out quickly and headed to the weights while I went to the locker room for a break. I thought that was it. I then went to use the strength machines (I actually don't know what they are called LOL). Just when I was starting, I heard someone call my name. I think I mentioned before that we both have the EXACT Chinese name, so it's impossible to forget hahaha. There he was standing right next to me with such a big smile on his face!  And he even grabbed my arm as I was lifting up the machine bars.

I was instantly reminded of why I was attracted to him. Charming good looks, beaming fair skin, soooooo cute when he smiles, and he was wearing a muscle-T so those biceps were in full view!
He was ridiculously friendly to me. And the way he looked in my eyes when he was talking... it's just bloody electrifying. His eyes never once looked away, in fact I was the one that felt a bit awkward and looked away every now and then because I couldn't bear that he was looking straight into my eyes LOL. Made me blush like crazy.

Seriously tell me why are the straight guys so damn charming??? I'm sure he's straight but the way he was chatting me up in the gym is such a gay thing!!! OMG!! If someone were to walk past and saw us giggling and the way we were looking at each other, they would definitely think COUPLE.

No straight guy has ever flirt talk with me like that before. Heck, even gay guys don't do that to me unless they want to fuck.

This guy is just so hard to read. Probably just a straight guy that's warm and friendly. I wonder if he'll still be like that if he knew I was gay?