Joe: So What Does This Mean?

Breakthrough!

Just when I start beating myself up for falling for him, and getting all emo for weeks, I think he's starting to show some signs.

Like what the hell!?!?! Why now, after the emotional roller coaster ride I put myself through.... this only confuses me so much more....

I NEED YOUR HELP to interpret today's incident! Come, let's play detective / mystery solver together!! :P

So we haven't seen each other in a week. I miss him like crazy. When I reached the gym, I saw him, or his back. He was walking to the water dispenser and taking a drink. When he was done, he turned to chat with someone, then when I walked past him, I could see him turning his head all the way just to look at me walk into the locker room. I was just happy to see him again!

When I came out, I was walking to the treadmill, will pass by the weights area, which I know he will be around there. He was seated by the walkway, when I walked past him, again I could sense that he turned to look at me. But for some fucking reason, I just didn't have the guts to look him in the eye today, so I just kept looking forward and walking. So if he was indeed looking at me, he must have thought I didn't care. Fuck, what's wrong with me????

OK, so it could all just be in my head. Coz after that, when we were both doing our workouts, occasionally I would glance at him from a distance, but he just looked focused, and didn't look around like he was looking for me.

Then when he was about to leave after washing his protein shaker (yes I know his routines already), I was actually also in the locker room about to head out. I was literally just seconds before him, so he was tailing behind me (maybe admiring my ass? hahaha). I stopped at the abs machine, and when I turned around, I noticed him looking at me, again. But again, I was too chicken to look at him, so I just stared at the machine and pretend not to see him. Arghhhh why am I such a cold bitch????

Then he left, I turned to see his back, disappearing from sight slowly.

And it's amazing how much his hair has grown, I mean it's only been a week. Now, he's no longer shaved head Joe. He's short spiky hair Joe.... which is actually even sexier, like a footballer. I mean, good God, he probably looks good even with an afro hahaha.... And his bright yellow shirt today is refreshing, different from what he normally wears.

So what do you guys think? Why did he stare at me, which I'm quite sure happened:

A. He's just bored and decided to look around, and just saw you as you appeared in his line of sight
B. He's looking at you because you're weird, ugly and skinny, and wondering why this guy appears so often at the gym but never really seems to bulk up much
C. Duh! He's clearly into you but maybe too shy to come speak to you, just like how you're too shy to say hi to him
D. He wasn't staring at you. Honestly, you're just a crazy nut job and imagining things subconsciously because you want it so badly

For my sake, I hope you guys don't think it's D. hahahaha.... Maybe the next time I see him, I just shouldn't be so cold or chicken out. I should just freaking smile or wink at him.

XOXO