You know you're gay when...

I did an interesting experiment yesterday.

Went to the local DVD store that I usually get movies from and I know there is a small Adult section that is located behind a sliding door. Never had the guts to go in, because it feels so public and I think it's embarrassing to have other people around you when you're browsing porn.... but yesterday I was the only customer, and there was only 1 male staff who looked Thai, so I thought he wouldn't judge... I mustered up the courage and walked in.

So there was only straight porn. But since I was in, I thought I might as well buy something. It was difficult picking just by looking at the covers, and it was all breasts and pussy... so I guess I just picked the most attractive ones LOL. It was 3 discs for RM40. As I was browsing, I could hear several customers coming into the store. A lady and 2 kids... it was so embarrassing I didn't dare to come out until they left LOL.  

Each disc is like a series and there are around 4 to 5 scenes, featuring different girls and guys.

It was definitely interesting to watch. Honestly, this is only my 3rd time watching straight porn, and I never paid much attention to the female anatomy before. So last night was like doing research LOL. Rather than feeling aroused, it was more like an educational video hahaha... I wasn't even hard except for a couple of scenes and that was only because the guy in it was hot!!

There were so many different things I learned...

1. The vagina looks much easier to penetrate than the anus. 

2. In straight porn, the guys don't use condoms.

3. Even girls get fucked in the ass in straight porn.

4. The guys could last quite long even with all the blowing and crazy pounding of pussy and ass.

5. Straight porn seems to always end with the guy coming on the girl's face. And the girl swallows.

6. I think straight guys enjoy watching girls getting 'abused'. There was a lot of aggression like slapping of the mouth and butt, squeezing of the breasts, hard pounding even when the girl is clearly in pain.

7. Girls let out this high pitch moan and scream that is quite different from the moaning you hear in gay porn. It kind of put me off.

8. It is anatomically possible for a girl to be fucked in her vagina and ass at the same time by 2 different guys of course, as I saw in a threesome.

9. The vagina can be easily penetrated even in the doggy style.

10. In straight porn, during groupies the guys don't ever show interest or touch each other, they are only interested in the girls. They obviously don't mind sharing though, taking turns to penetrate without condom! Not very safe actually.   

11. Some girls have really big tits. I'm not talking about the breast size, but literally that dark nipple circle. Some are so huge and it's not really proportionate to the breast size. LOL just my observation.

So many different positions, locations, sizes, threesomes, even a lesbian scene.
And I wasn't even able to bring myself to climax.

Conclusion: I'm definitely gay.
Will stick to gay porn haha ;)

Recap on Movie Date

As promised I will talk about my movie date last week with bachelor no. 2.

Let's call him...... Mike from now on.

I'm not sure if it's considered a date, because it was our first meet and there was nothing romantic or sexually suggestive throughout the whole thing. But to me, it qualifies as one because we met on a dating app, and I think 2 guys wouldn't just have dinner and catch a movie together right if there was no interest?

Anyway, I had a good time. I was nervous before, but once we sat down and ordered our food the conversation went comfortably. Mike had a developing sore throat so the poor guy had to stick with porridge haha. I was really impressed with his maturity and command in the English language. Guys who speak broken English are a super turn off. This guy was so amazing he said some words which even I did not know the meaning to, so I felt slightly inadequate haha! :P

Mike's maturity is obvious. I'm about to graduate so he gave me some advice on job application and the way he talked about work and hobbies, you can tell this guy has his feet firmly on the ground and knows what he's saying. Thank goodness he didn't come across as old. Despite the mature thinking, he had a decent sense of humour and we had some laughs hahaha. I just hope I didn't come across as too green to him.

Physically he looked like his profile pic, so no surprises. Quite good looking, slightly cute look therefore he looked like my age even though he's 10 years my senior. The only issue I had was that he was shorter than me by maybe a couple of cm. I didn't think height was going to be an issue, but standing next to him I didn't get that sense of..... security. In my mind I would date a tall guy, and definitely buffer than me.

Mike is a gentleman. He insisted on paying for dinner, and also paid for the movie tickets because there was this buy 1 free 1 promo for his credit card. I offered to pay for dinner, but he refused haha, so I said I would 'belanja makan' when I get my first pay. But to be honest, it felt awesome to have someone treat me to dinner and movie.
 
The movie was Cabin in the Woods. The most unpredictable storyline of ALL TIME. Seriously it's so outrageous that it's ridiculous. But we enjoyed it because we're both fans of horror. He was covering his ears from the sudden loud noises, and I was covering my eyes half of the time LOL. But there is a thrill to horror movies that you just don't get elsewhere.

After reaching home, he actually whatsapp me to make sure I was safe at home :)
So sweet right!!!!!!!!! I'm not sure whether I like him that way or not. But it's definitely nice being with him. And he hasn't made any signs of sexual interest. Maybe he's going for the whole gentleman act. I will wait for the stripes to come out!

This whole week I have been busy with assignments so we didn't chat much. He's going to take part in the Bersih rally tomorrow so I hope everything will be fine!

:)

Kick Start

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Unexpected

So here's an update on how things are going with bachelors 1 and 2.

Chapter 1: Not Quite There
Lust got the best of me. I was too eager to meet with guy no.2 and so was he. And we did.
I know I'm going to sound like a horrible person for saying this, but he wasn't what I thought he would be. He is not ugly, it's just.... not what I expected, as in he looked different from his pictures. It wasn't just the appearance, but his mannerism and even the way he walks was just weird, like his shoulders would sort of curl up like a tortoise. I don't know how to explain it, it just put me off completely. 

And his lack of hygiene was alarming. He didn't bother to wash his hands after using the toilet, he doesn't wear underwear, and when I met him he had been running around all day so he had this sweaty B.O. which made me cringe a little. To all guys out there, here's a little tip: It's basic grooming 101 to not stink when you go on a date. You don't have to put on any fancy cologne, just simple deodorant will do! You will be surprised at how important scent is when it comes to winning points.

This is what happens when the attraction is based on lust alone... the moment my mind didn't like what I saw, all that attraction just dissipated. And the WORST thing was that he became so into me after that meet up, and he started being even more affectionate than before, claiming that I looked like his ex, and wanting to meet again and so many messages. And you guys know I'm wired differently than most humans, the moment someone starts showing too much affection for me I will feel uncomfortable and lose all interest in them, and just run away. Maybe I'm emotionally damaged haha. Now I feel really guilty. I already told him the truth that I wasn't quite into him, but he kept on asking for a second chance. But with no more attraction I don't feel comfortable meeting him again. Man I feel like a horrible person.

Chapter 2: Don't Ruin This One
So I realized it was a bad idea to date someone based on sexual attraction alone. There should be some intellectual or social chemistry too, and you shouldn't intend to meet for sex on a date. It should be meant for getting to know each other. So on to guy no.1,  we have been exchanging friendly and non-sexual chats on Whatsapp. He asked me to go watch a movie with him on Friday night (which is today). So without hesitation I said yes. Sounds like fun haha :) Besides, I see him more as a friend now so I won't have that uncomfortable feeling or have expectations.

Apart from these 2 guys, I have recently also started exchanging messages with a handful of other guys from the dating app. Some of them have been really casual and infrequent, while one or two of them seem quite decent in terms of holding a conversation. So who knows? Maybe another date is in the line.  I'm not sure if it's appropriate to chat with so many guys at the same time, but I'm not seriously committed to anyone yet, so I guess it's fine to just go on dates with different guys right?

Either way, I should just take it slow :)

Into Scary, Weird Stuff

In an attempt to NOT be so slutty and frequent the saunas so often, I've decided to seriously consider the possibility of emmm... hanging out with eligible bachelors haha!

Now that I have a smartphone, I've been using those social dating apps. Grindr actually sucks because of how it always fails to load. I find Jack'd the best option so far :)

At first I didn't get many messages, then this week it started coming in one after another.. obviously you have to filter out the creepy ones and the ever so uncreative ones that just start with 'Hi', then the next reply is 'Sex?' or 'Want fun?'. Don't even bother with any intro or small talk =.=

Finally, today I managed to hit it off with 2 guys. I will tell you about them coz I'm so excited!! :P

GUY NO.1
Average looking, kind of young and cute looking, but in his 30s. Stays nearby, he is the guy that is clearly not looking for fun. In banking field, into gaming and comics, a little geeky but doesn't look like one haha. His replies were all long (longest I've seen so far), so that means he is sincere in making friends. Talked about a lot of (non-sex related) stuff. Not really attracted sexually (yet), but I could see something grow from there. We might be going to watch a movie together sometime :)

GUY NO.2
Definitely sexual attraction. When I saw his profile, I was like 'Wow, hot and cute. Definitely my type of date'. Mid 20s, doing masters in engineering. As it turns out, he is quite outgoing. At first when I didn't reply he was like asking 'hey did u get my msg' kind of thing. So impatient haha! But you can tell he is a little obsessive compulsive.
The convo started normal, getting to know each other, then I asked if he was into fun or only looking for something serious... he said fun. Knowing how carried away I can get when horny, the rest of the talk was purely on sex. We even talked about meeting at a hotel. He said he was willing to pay for it if I let him to do anything to me.

Then it got a bit scary.

He was telling me all kinds of stuff he wanted to do. Didn't expect him to be so wild... he said stuff like 'rope' and 'handcuff', 'stuffing ice up my ass', and 'do you like the smell of underwear' haha. When I said yes and can I smell yours?... He said he would stuff my mouth with his underwear when he fucks me.
Then I was like 'I'm scared haha' and 'Is it so that I can't scream for help haha'! Not sure if he was joking. I gotta admit, I'm kind of turned on by that idea, but scared also. But he assured me that 'I won't kill you'. LOL. How convincing =.=

Don't worry. After that the conversation got normal again. He is actually a nice and intelligent guy (on the surface at least). When I asked if he was into being something more than a fuck buddy, I suggested to go on a date to get to know each other, he wasn't really keen. Bummer!
Just when I see something in a guy, he indicates that he's not looking for anything serious.

But we are probably still gonna meet. For food or something. Don't worry, I won't be booking a hotel so soon haha!!

Right now, seems like Guy no.1 is friend material, and Guy no. 2 promises some amazing sex. Will keep you updated ;)

Thankful for Blogging

This is going to be one of those soppy posts.

Quite a lot has gone on since I started blogging, in particular this last 2 months.
For those of you who missed the highlights, read the comments of the previous post haha.

So many reasons to be thankful, let's see...

1. Thank you Zhenyu27
You probably think I hate you, and I gotta admit I really didn't like the stuff you said and was probably affected by it in some ways, coz I take a lot of things to heart. But today I'm looking at it from a whole new perspective, and I sincerely just wanna thank you for even taking the time to comment on my blog. I like it when someone has opinions that are against me, it's a perfect opportunity for me to voice my arguments and express my deepest thoughts, in a structured, and well organized manner. Not sure if you guys noticed, but I have strong opinions, and a big mouth so I really do appreciate the opportunity of getting feedback so that I can respond :) This time I don't mean it sarcastically Zhenyu27, thank you for sharing with me! :)

2. Thank you Ooi
For showing a more real you, I like you so much more when you say what you really mean, without that over-the-top sex craved persona hahaha. You should just be yourself in the blogosphere. And thank you for reading up on some of my older posts and learning about me :)

3. Thank you for those who wrote to me
So far I've received a few emails.... most of them asking for advice on stuff. And I gotta say it's super duper flattering, coz I really don't consider myself worthy of giving meaningful advice to other people considering that I haven't even got my life together the way it should be haha. But yeah, just writing to me is sooooooooo nice, when I started this blog I just wanted to share my thoughts and experiences. And hearing from some of you, and have you share some of your personal stuff with me just brings a tear to my eyes, coz you're willing to open up to a complete stranger like me, even though we've never ever met and you don't know who I am in real life. Really humbling experience! :)

4. Thank you to all my readers and fellow bloggers
Knowing that someone read my blog is very comforting. Thank you for supporting me, for not judging me, for being there for me when I'm down, etc. I can assure all of you that every single thing I blog about stays true to who I am and what I believe in, and I honestly don't think I have written any stories or encounters that were made up. Coz I don't see the point in that. I just wanna keep it as real as possible so that you can relate to what's really going on with me, as a blog is actually a safe place to be honest about being Plu and all. It's not like I can talk about these kind of stuff with my family or friends.

And if some of you still think that I blog for ratings or to please other people, OMG I really don't know how to explain it anymore. Yeah some of you probably think I'm a kiss ass, especially when I write posts like this hahahahaha, I don't blame you.
But I'm writing this right now because that's exactly how I feel at this moment. :P

So... thank you! :)
(You can roll your eyes now haha)

Going International :)

WARNING: This is a slutty post.  Don't read if you want to be judgmental.


J-boy is officially international, embracing different types of *ahem* flavours, if you know what I mean haha. ;)

In the very beginning, it was just Dim Sum, those that were similar to me. It's easier to find attraction and relate to someone of a similar background and values, etc.

Then I started to be more open minded and explored the concept of 1Malaysia.
The slight chocolate tone of a well groomed Rendang, and the word 'cut' is quite appealing I'm sure you would agree, as the saying 'less (skin) is more' comes to mind. More hygienic and more... exposed :P

Never thought I would find myself with a Chapatti, then several weeks ago I was charmed by a cutie who was just a tad younger than me. The attraction wasn't there at first I gotta admit, but he talked his way in by being flirty and cheeky. Though he was tall and slim, there was nothing skinny about what was beneath haha!

Recalling a previous encounter, I once stirred with a half-Green Curry hottie, who to date remains the most skillful and pleasurable top I've ever laid. Unfortunately this week I found out he has a bf, but he still wanted to meet me. I declined because it just felt wrong knowing he's attached, but I was stunned when he said nevermind he's going to fuck other guys in the sauna anyway. Jeezzzz. He's off my list. Too bad, coz he really is VERY GOOD at it.

And that brings us to today, where I stepped into Mandi-Manda for a break.
I'm starting to like this place over Studio 89, coz I get so much more attention here haha.

There was this guy who spotted me and approached quickly, he was in my standards so we stepped into a private room. Not going to give details of what went on haha, but I immediately noticed that he didn't look local. Something about his facial features, especially the eyes that were so small. So I asked.

Turns out he's a Sushi tourist... and get this..... he's 38!! OMG seriously he didn't look that age at all.. I would say at most he was 28 haha, thanks to young looking skin and a cute face and smile LOL. So the age thing didn't bother me at all... I was just so turned on when I found out he's Sashimi. And he kept saying I was so sexy hahaha. Guess he fancied some Chow Kuey Teow LOL!!!!!

Call me a bitch, but I actually feel proud that I've tasted so many cultures.
Now I feel like taking out a world map and build on my 'Fucked by' list haha!!
I'm thinking Australian, Korean, Spanish, Italian, Brazilian, American... especially those big, scruffy backpackers who come to Asia LOL.

Anyone else enjoys International cuisine? :P