It's Tuesday again.
Means I got to see Eric today.
I don't feel as crazy as before, but every time we cross eyes I still feel something there. It's weird now.
Just when I decided to let him go, I start noticing signs that he's trying to get close to me.
It's strange how things work. Today he actually came up to me and we talked for like a few seconds (though it was work related). After some time, when we were all free and just chilling, I looked across the room and noticed he was staring at me (for sure). Even when he saw me looking at him, he continued looking at me, so I quickly looked away! =.= But there was no smile or flirty expression on his face. Just blank. What the hell is that supposed to mean? I'm no face reader haha.
Like I said it's weird. Somehow this time I feel something coming from him. Previously when I was all gaga about him, maybe I would have imagined that he was looking at me. But now that I feel more neutral about things, my senses should be sharper and less affected by emotions... so there is no bias in my perception lol. Therefore what I detect should be real right?
I'm starting to over think again. Time to sleep. Good night!
At least u managed to overcome that and treat this naturally...all the best!
ReplyDelete=( to me I wouldn't dare to get close to the people I am uncertain if they are P's. But try to know each other as friend and don't fall deeper as it will hurt you and this type of reaction is kinda common to me, and most of the guys who are looking at me are str8. basically try to go with the flow =)!
ReplyDeleteAnywayz i am new here nice to meet yah