Dear Gym Hottie,
I know you are not going to read this because we don't even know each other that way. This is more like an open letter for me to express how horrible I feel, I just need to let it out.
I had a really bad day today. So I decided to go to the gym for combat class to vent my frustration. I normally see you on Thursday so I wasn't expecting to see you today. It sucks because I was in such a bad mood and I felt ugly with bad hair and oily skin. So I decided to ignore you. It's stupid I know. I stood a distance away from you. I avoided all eye contact. But I knew you noticed.
Anyway I'm so confused right now. I don't know how you feel about me, and my behavior today only makes it even harder for me to guess because I could have potentially ended any hope of starting something with you. I'm sorry...
When I saw you walking out of the studio halfway through the class, I wasn't sure if it had anything to do with me. It's not like you to leave like that. Was it really me or perhaps it was the poor replacement instructor who was forgetting his moves and totally missing his timing with the music??
I wish you hadn't saw me like that today. I regret it. I hope I will still see you on Thursday.
:(
You will never know.. He might be reading.. XD
ReplyDeleteDear Gym Hottie,
ReplyDeleteMake sure you'll be there again this coming Thursday.
:)
lol... you say it as though he is your everything like that! dont be so emotionally attach first la!! sluts dont feel that way ok!! hahahaha... dah la you two belum ada apa2.. haha
ReplyDeletei agree with tuls , ur too attached la , its not a good sign
ReplyDeletethis reminds me of my attachment to Kakashi from Naruto. LOL :P
ReplyDelete@Kaylex: I doubt it haha :/
ReplyDelete@CX: I HOPE SO TOO!!!!
@tuls: you know about my past experiences with crushes.. when i fall, i fall deep and then crash and burn....... :(
@ooi: I totally agree.. I'm already beginning to feel like it's all just in my head...
@Kay: LOL.. well mine is much of physical.. i can grab him... literally :P
*much more physical
ReplyDeleteThere is a reason why it's called a crush and not a relationship because crush is one sided and it's not a solid attachment while relationship is two-way and it's the real thing.
ReplyDeleteDon't be too emotionally attached in your crush. It's not healthy mentally and you would be the one suffering in the end. Learn from your past experience.
I think you are starting to think too much -.-
ReplyDeleteTry to talk to him or something. Hahaha, you guys practically see each other quite often so I think talking shouldn't b a prob :D