Why I'm So Chicken!!!

Aiyahhhhhhh I really want to whack myself on the head because I let a perfect opportunity to speak to the gym hottie slip away just like that!!!

Damn kesal man...... turns out he's not mad at me, everything was normal today. We were standing next to each other during Combat, and our lockers were side by side hehehehe! Not really fate this time, because when I reached the gym I knew how his lock looks like so I purposely picked the locker that's close to him :P

So when class was over, that's when things got exciting in the locker room!!!!!
I was there first, so I sat down and played with my phone.
He came in and did a mini strip tease. Coz the mirror was on my side, so he was basically flaunting his body facing my side hahaha.. And this time he is more brave already, no more shy shy... he took everything off in front of me before putting the towel on but it was so quick and I didn't stare coz it would be so obvious right!

After that I proceeded to shower.. when I came out, he was not there. I began dressing, and just after I put on my underwear he appeared from behind! I'm so glad I picked a figure hugging underwear today hahaha. Neon-ish blue summore, I'm sure he saw the shape of my ass haha!

The next part is the most awesome. He sat in front of his locker, which was just next to me and he flashed his black underwear at me (last week he was fully wrapped when he was resting after coming out from sauna), today he was exposing one leg which was on my side, so damn inviting OK!!!!! I put my shirt on, and put my phone and stuff in my pocket. Then I took my shoes and sat right next to him! I don't think we have ever been so physically close before... when I was putting my shoes on, he was just sitting there staring in front... It was honestly the perfect time for me to say Hi or I was planning to initiate some talk about Body Combat.

But words failed to come out of my mouth T_T
I'm beating myself up for being such a coward. And my normal expression tends to look very icy and unkind, so that would probably deter him from saying to me first........ I'm such a bitch >.<

OK I have made a decision.
Tomorrow there's another combat class. I will attend and see if he's there.
If he is, I swear I will say something to him... otherwise I have no balls.
So far he hasn't spoken to other gymmers. He damn cool wan... always solo, like me. Me likey a lot!
I better talk to him and make that connection before another bitch beats me to it LOL