OK.. I know him and I were never together, so there's no breakup and no closure.
But still, CLOSURE is what I feel I got today.
Went to the gym, wasn't expecting to see him because there's no combat today. He went for Bodypump.
Anyway we finished around the same time, I was sitting in the locker room and he came in... he was surprised to see me, and tapped me on my shoe coz I was sitting with one leg crossed on the other and looking down at my phone. He called out my name and smiled.
At that moment I could just sense the difference with before. Let's just say the illusion is shattered, and I started to see him as a straight guy. We proceeded to some normal chatter, I asked if he came yesterday and if he comes everyday, he asked when I'm coming to the gym again this week. We agreed to see each other on Thursday for class.
Basically I can tell he sees me as a dude, a bro. LOL. At least he's very friendly to me, and wants me to be at the gym with him :)
To be honest, before today I was still kind of bitter about him and the whole metrosexual shit. But after talking to him just now, things just resolved on its own.
I don't know how to describe it... I'm cool with it already.
Don't get me wrong, I still find him as a really attractive man.
Maybe it's because I already know nothing will go on between us, so I'm just glad I still made a new friend.
He seems like a caring person, a nice friend to have.
Wouldn't mind having a bro like him haha, I've always wanted a close, straight male friend to chat and hang with because usually I find it hard to socialize and mingle with straight guys. All they talk about is football and lame stuff. I actually feel more comfortable making friends with girls. So it's nice to have a guy friend around, you know what I mean? It's different from having a gay friend, because gay friends are easy for us to make and we can bitch to each other about all sorts of things :P
Hmm..so it's 100% confirmed that he is straight ?
ReplyDeleteAnd, with you courage, you gained a new found friend.
:)
This post gives me the feeling as if you are seeking a straight guy friend who can bitch with you about other guys, and all sorts of topics, am I right? Hehehe...
ReplyDeleteTaniah! Anda telah jumpa a brother.. haha, like my longkang brother! haha
ReplyDeletehmmmmm me is the exact opposite,it's hard for me to find a sincere gay friend,most of them just solely see others by looks only:(
ReplyDeletecongrats for getting anew gym buddy.. :)
ReplyDeletebut still can u 2 come to saturday class for me to see ahh? lol
i wish u were my buddy .....
ReplyDeleteluckily u didn't slip in ur phone no. into his locker! xD
ReplyDelete@CX: Well nothing is 100%, but I guess it's at least 90%? hahaha :P
ReplyDelete@Calvin: I don't think a straight guy will wanna hear me bitch about guys and relationships. I just like the idea of being treated like an equal.. Also having a good looking bro is kinda awesome haha :P
@CK: Well we are not that close yet.. but he is very friendly and approachable. I will take some time to get to know him better :)
@Ash: hmm true, gays are the vainest bunch.. At least we have blogger friends that are sincere and nice to talk to and share our feelings ;)
@Danny: thank u! But he's the macho type lah, i'm sure he won't want to go for dance class.. Latin summore hahahaha. At least I still go for Zumba and don't mind shaking my ass in public :P
@ooi: Haha who knows we might someday.. But to be honest it's hard to tell how you are like based on just the comments you leave on our blogs. I think there's a lot more to you that most of us haven't seen..
@alex: I KNOW RITE!!! Pheewwwwwww luckily I didn't! Saved myself from embarrassment and being branded as a psycho! haha :P
awww,.,...ahhhhh.......yessaahhaaaaa...yeahhh
ReplyDeleteThere's always place for a new friend! And he might have a cute brother haha.
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