What can I say?
I need sex.
What a statement. Look I know it's not a necessity and no one would die without it, but man do I feel deprived!!! Now I'm not just a bitch. I'm a horny bitch. GATAL! Well technically I have not done anything yet, but I feel like I'm heading there.
It's been too long. I can't remember exactly when was the last.
Dry. Ugghhh.
But I don't wanna engage in random/casual sex. But playing solo isn't doing it either.
When will I meet my man? I need to fall in love with someone that feels the same way about me. Once that happens, we can XXX :P. Yes I only wanna do it with that person. I don't want to be a whore. I wanna be exclusive. We'll do it A LOT of times. ALL the time. Everywhere. Morning. Night. In the car. In the shower. Yeah that would be so awesome. I don't just want sex, I want hot passionate, steamy, sensual love making. And I also want the cuddling part after the action.
Sexy dancing isn't helping. It only made me more hungry. I should stop before I go nuts.
And I think Eric has found someone. Saw his status update on Facebook today. I posted it on a comment on Skyhawk's post about jealousy. Some sweet, mushy stuff about someone that clearly wasn't me. *vomits*. I was sad at first, but then I told myself to snap out of it. I'm over him remember? *slaps self*
How long can you guys go without sex? Is this a sensitive question? Hope not.
Sorry for writing such a dirty post. Where's my dignity... But it's truly how I feel right now.
i used to go like, years without sex. then it became months. then now it's week/weeks. @@
ReplyDeleteoh and i saw the comment. no needa be happy for me. we're all jealous people. just fuck him outta your heart and move on
ReplyDeletethis boy needs a relief. any1 care to help? lolx sex education is gud for u. watch this http://agaystory.blogspot.com
ReplyDelete@Kayson: yeah, screw him... i shouldn't care what he does with his life
ReplyDelete@Koala: haha i don't need sex education, i need sex!
that makes the two of us. =)
ReplyDeleteare u sure u need sex?or maybe u just longing to touch someone and be by his side more...
ReplyDeletei can go as long as i want without sex...but my body cant..it'll send signal when i'm 'dry':p
@lucifer: haha hope we get some soon :P
ReplyDelete@ash: yes ash, pretty sure i want physical pleasure LOL. but of course i want to have someone also. to hug and hold and talk about feelings and all. But I want SEX with that someone. Yes I want it BAD! lol
the sex you want is good! i used to have sex with men every day.. erm.. my kinda sex is the flinging unprotected for fun kinda sex.. i cant like give any real comments on this.. i can survive for years without sex and im ok i guess.. when i was with my ex(he is a total bastard) i tahan for 9 months just for him.. in the end he went with someone else.. with bubu when we are like real busy and all but fucking horny all the time we still manage to tahan sometimes for 2 months? hahaha.. its all in the mind.. you can do it! will power!! *open legs*
ReplyDelete*spider webs found everywhere*
erm... I never had sex... unless u count oral sex as sex...
ReplyDelete@tuls: haha i bet u and bubu make some good good lovin ;) Hahaha super LOL at the spider webs, hope the spider doesn't bite. Guess i'll have to clean up the dust every now and then :P
ReplyDelete@Bravabear: oral sex is better than no sex :P
Yes, sensational love making, cuddling, kissing and etc are fun...not just having sex. But you are contradicting yourself - in the beginning, you are deprived for sex; and later you want to make love. Anyway, hope you will find your man soon...and just fuck off that Eric.
ReplyDeleteHahaha...funny Tuls, got spider web! Yiak....better than got lalat!
skyhawk, why tibe tibe got lalat one? lalat means what wor? spider web means sudah lama tak buka kaki.. hahahaha.. your lalat maksud apa! cepat beritau!!!
ReplyDelete@Tulsy: Got lalat, mean 'lat tart' (dirty) loh....hahahaha! Disgusting...better dun discuss this publicly...
ReplyDeletehahaha LOL at the 'lat tart'!!!
ReplyDeleteyea i know it contradicts... maybe i want both! :P
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ReplyDeletechoose one! theres no such thing as best of both worlds.. even a bi like skyhawk tends to side more to the gay side than the str8 side.. haha.. its either you have passionate sex constantly with the same person irregardless his pros and cons or fuck flings with no love involved but you can choose the types of people to do with in terms of size la, race la.. anything.. hahaha.. choose!! you can have both but its not gonna last,at least for the making love monogamous part..
ReplyDeleteI'm all for monogamy, and having sex with that 1 person is fine with me... but the dilemma is that i don't know when i will meet that someone :(
ReplyDeleteand when i said sex i also meant with that special someone, not flings :P
@J-boy:if u need to have sex with that special someone u need to find that special someone 1st...and only god knows when u gonna find him...but if u wanna fling can search it everywhere....
ReplyDelete@tuls:i laughing like puntianak when u mentioned about the spider thing.LOL
@Ash: yeah i really feel like grabbing a random dude and go bananas... but then there's something that's holding me back.
ReplyDeleteThere's like 2 sides of me. I look at one shoulder and see my devilish self telling me to go wild and live life with no regrets, but the angelic side of me *coughs* is saying i should be a patient, good boy coz it will be worth the wait.
I think all the waiting is driving me insane.
careful J-boy, the spiderwebs are the ones that holds your two legs together.. pull any harder and the webs will snap opening up your legs for lusty actions.. think wisely!!
ReplyDeleteLOL @ tuls' last comment LOL
ReplyDeleteand i meant, no need to be happy for *HIM typo sorreh I guess Im way too self-centered hee :P
And Im sure tuls and bubu always one shot leave enough residue to keep the spider webs away for two months + lor!
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ReplyDeleteits really up to you J-boy!!