I'm Back

The old me is back! The person that I was between the period of after MK and before Eric.
Let's call it the sexy period. ;) LOL when I say period, it sounds like i'm talking about menstruation. I know I was never really gone, esp blogging so often this past month, but I was not really proud of who I was, ya know.

I figure the best way to move on and really get over him is to feel good about myself. No more depressing thoughts of why he finds me unattractive. Yeah, now I feel hot even though I'm not, but the important thing is that I believe or feel that I'm hot LOL. When I go out, I walk with a confident strut, esp if it's a long walkway in the mall, I like to go fast and use my long legs, breezing past the crowds. Do you guys ever imagine yourselves as models (male ones la) walking down a runway when u are walking in public? U know with the good posture and strong, firm steps? Haha I do that a lot LOL. It's fun!

Confidence is sexy right, and having a good sense of your body and all. Lately I have been feeling bitchier than ever. I think you can sense the bitchiness as well in this post. Sorry! :P

Don't know why I get these hot feelings. I'm not even attracted to anyone now. Maybe it's not having sex for too long. Oops I shouldn't say stuff like that (TMI). Don't worry I won't go for random sex anymore. It doesn't appeal to me now. Guess I'll be having a lot of ME time then ;)

Listening to sexy music really helps enhance the feeling. I mean sensually. With all the touching and swaying. OK I'm not sure if you guys do it, but sometimes I dance in my room or in the shower (with the doors locked of course)! I have never been to a club, so all my so called 'sexy & sensual' dance moves have only been seen by my soft toys hahaha.

This is an example of a song I 'sway and shake' to. Anybody wanna join me hahaha? I could be a slave for you LOL ;P