Crap. The day I dread is coming.
Tomorrow is Tuesday. Tuesday = Eric.
Last Tuesday was a national holiday so it's been exactly 2 weeks since I saw him.
But tomorrow will be the first time we face each other since I revealed my identity, since I said some crazy things, since he started to ignore me and since I got over him. Amazing how much has changed in 2 weeks.
I don't know what his reaction would be. I'm over him, but still... it's going to be extremely awkward. I don't think I can look him in the eye. It's best if we don't talk at all. I hope he ignores me and pretends nothing happened because that's my plan. Won't look at him. I just need to have thick skin. Gotta raise my shield and build a wall around me.
It feels like I made a fool out of myself the past 2 weeks. I wish I could take back some of the stuff I said to him. He must have the impression that I'm cheap and desperate. That must make him feel really good about himself. Like he's so great and desirable. Damn.
Oh no :(
I really wish I could just press the fast forward button and skip Tuesday.
What do you guys do when you're in the same room as an Ex or someone who rejected you or just someone that you're no longer on good terms with? Do you pretend not to see them and act happy and chatty with your friends? Or do you go up and talk to them on purpose just to show that you are fine?
Haha I hope he doesn't turn up tomorrow... that would save me a lot of trouble.
a man of virtue will face the consequences of his actions. otherwise he's a coward. lesson learnt is think twice before open your mouth. :P
ReplyDeleteJust concentrate on what u need to do. Ignore him. But he is good looking I don't mind taking peeks :p
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ReplyDeleteit depends on my mood when i enter the room...i'll just smile for the basis of courtesy if accidentally get close or pretend like that person not exist at all.
ReplyDeletep/s:looking forward for your emailXD
Just act normal will do...but it's easier to say than do. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteJust do what you usually do... before knowing him.
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