Joe Journal 4

23rd March, 2013 - A day worth documenting!

So it's still probably a one sided thing, but today I feel more calm and cool about it.

I think today I had the most contact / exposure to him than all the previous encounters combined. The moment I walked into the gym, there he was, doing some sort of stretching. It was like he was welcoming me hahaha. I was praying I would run into him again, and fate granted my wish!

As soon as I got back out from the locker room, he was doing all kinds of stretching exercises on his legs with some belt thing, and a roller, and mat. He's like a workout pro! I proceeded to the treadmill and I chose one where I had a good vantage point haha. Every now and then I would turn to admire his awesomeness, and a couple of times he caught me doing it, so I guess he notices me as well?

After that I went to the weight machines, and I was looking for him, then all of a sudden he just walked past right in front of me! In my head it was going slo-mo and I was eyeing him up and down hahaha. The chest is just like amazingly huge in that tight grey shirt!!! Like he could have chosen a different path, but no, he walked by me. He grabbed a mat and did some kind of workout just behind me, and was like 3 metres away.

Then he went to do some rope skipping. I was surprised because he normally does the barbell and weights only, today the gym was much more quiet, so maybe he decided to focus on cardio? There's nothing sexier than seeing a really muscular guy doing something not so macho like rope skipping haha. I could hear every skip as the rope hit the ground, and it just made my heart skip by its beat. And it wasn't just normal skip rope okay, he was like lifting his legs up to like a 90 degree position kind of thing, like I said he's a workout pro!! <3 br="">

OK I'm realizing how crazy I'm sounding, but what the heck, I'll continue documenting this day.

Then I proceeded to the bicep machine, which was situated right next to, and facing the 100m running track. Then out of no where, he just comes sprinting by, I had no idea he was even going to run on the track!! Like I had a front row view of him running back and forth okay!!! And because I was near the end of the track, every time when he reached the end and would turn around, I guess he could see me, and I was just sitting there admiring him, and we were so close physically, I could actually hear him breathing and panting! And to see him work out a sweat and drench that grey shirt, is like so fucking sexy.................. Nuff said.

Then he disappeared into the locker room, I was just walking around like a frantic duck. Then he came out and was walking towards the water dispenser to fill up his protein shake, and we had a brief eye contact moment. And I was almost certain that he gave a rye smile when he saw me, but I panicked as soon as I saw him looking at me and turned away LOL......  

When he was done with his drink, he went back to the locker room, I knew he was preparing to leave already. So being the crazy stalker that I am, I walked into the locker room, and we had another eye contact moment loh. I think he should know I like him..... he would have to be an idiot not to notice. So it was like the whole day today we were playing cat and mouse, sort of teasing each other.... At least that's what I felt. Again, it could all just be in my head, and most likely is.... but I've decided that I'm just gonna enjoy these little moments and enjoy his presence. Even if it's not meant to be, at least I would have had a good time ogling and fantasizing about Joe.

OK, I'm officially nuts. Don't worry, I'm keeping it in check.
I won't go do anything stupid. Promise.
Right now I'm just happy to have seen him.

XOXO